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11 years ago
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together since June 6th, 2009
married since November, 16, 2013
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together since April 14th, 2012
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Chemo week starts monday. A majority of you know what that entails. Sick as a dying dog for 2 weeks.
Hopefully when i return the roommate will have the internet turned back on. Hopefully.
For now im finishing the traditional YCHs from my last hospital stay and a few digital commissions from my to do queue.
Hopefully when i return the roommate will have the internet turned back on. Hopefully.
For now im finishing the traditional YCHs from my last hospital stay and a few digital commissions from my to do queue.
sounds crazy i know "weed curing cancer" but there are thousands of peer reviewed studies backing this up. current cancer drugs in development are even based off of other plants like the yew tree.
it's amazing what truths are hidden because money.
I dont judge others though.
I just know too many stoners personally that would rather spend money on marijuana than diapers or food. Its a common thing i noticed about it. I dont want any part of it. Hemp oil or plant.
Please dont try to push the subject on me like a priest with religion.
I do however appreciate you good intent.
but whatever, enjoy your therapeutic poison
This poison is saving my life surprisingly, with shrinking tumors.
most people seem to trust their gut more than hard proof and i find that extremely depressing. sometimes i wonder why i bother trying to inform anyone of anything.
I like to view my body as "pure."
I was a good child/teenager and ive stayed a good adult.
I hope you feel ok! :3
I know you probably won't but you know I'm gonna hope and stuff ;3;
And I'm going to try to resist my anger at the rude person and say positive things like you are amazing and strong and I can't believe how unbelievablely awesome you are <3
Ive been doing this since june. Its starting to become 2nd nature lol
I've never been interested in drugs or alcohol either :3
It was just kinda a snide unneeded remark to someone who already has to go through so much :/
You can have your beliefs and no one should question or push their views on you, stating that they think its good is one thing. But getting snide when you disagree politely is unfair :/
I was going to reply with the fact that i was dying back in june by the tumor collapsing my right main aartery. My throat was closed up 98%. I started chemo right away while 18 weeks pregnant and im now down to a single spot on my lungs.
I was also going to state i think im allergic to weed because i feel like its harder to breath around it and my throat itches.
But to each his own.
I'm glad its not nearly as bad as it used to be! :3
You are super strong and amazing!! ^w^
Oh gosh that sucks :/
Just doesn't interest me! ^w^