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Shout out to my 2 special friends (you know who you are)

10 years ago

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Lime = my usual self ||Orange = Something Bugging me || Black = upset



This side Means im annoyed or something || In the middle means im fine, my usual self || Right side means im Upset/Depressed/Sad.ect

Please give me a 2nd chance... I love you guys... 

I dont mean to cause any trouble and greif...

I been told ThatI have no bounderies and That I dont dont know where the 

other people's bounderies are.. and well, I agreed...

yeah i get it, im not a good person.. buut im not perfect..

I still wanna be ya friend.. I still wanna be in your lives... yes friends fight.... part of life...



yes i may go overboard on trying to get ya to see what i be feeling sometimes, but 

im more or less just Expressing myself..

 friends stay by your side when you need them most, friendship 

doesnt just means hanging out.... it means being there no matter what....

I may have done a big mistake, im sorry.. i want to fix those mistakes..

All I ask from you guys is that if im getting annoying, Getting on your nervs or 

causeing trouble/greif or something, please let me know so i can stop and possibly 

leave you be for a while... if you dont say anything i would possibly keep going with it  

without knowing that i am doing it...

im only learning, im still young.... we all make mistakes, part of life, no ones perfect...

Im sorry.. I truley am.. I miss you guys.. I enjoy talking to both of you...

you 2 were one of the best things that ever happened to me in my life... 

you guys were my life... you guys are fun, talented, awesome and a special person to me.

I dont mean to hurt you guys... I still love and care for you guys, you both are dear to me..

I didnt want to lose you guys, I still dont...

besides you guys, I only have like 1 friend that i known since year 7 

(when i started high school) and that i can visit him when ever cause he 

like 10 minute drive away but yeah, i dont see him as much anymore and 

we dont talk as much as we used to. so yeah,  in reverse, besides him, you 

2 are my only bestes friends I could ever ask for + only guys i can hang with in person.  

let along hang with at cons and meets...

_{I dont have much friends... sure i have lotta interwebs friends, 

but i barly have any real life friends..}

I dont know what else to say other than that im sorry and that I dont mean to 

cause trouble and greif.. im only learning.. instead of freaking out and dissapear on me.. 

help me out.. tell me what to do and what not to do, Tell me when im going too far with 

something.. I want to change me.. I want to become a better person, Better me.. 

I still wanna keep my nice,loving,caring and weird/crazy/silly Personality  but yeah..

i want you guys in my life.. you guys are good, I may have talked to my other internet 

friends about you guys.. only cause I was upset and stuff.. they all said that you 

guys arnt nice friends and arnt worth my time....

maby... maby not.. but I ignore them about that, cause I honestly think 

That you guys arent bad people. I reckon you both are awesome furs! Talents and fun ones at that.

again, I know I fucked up... I want to fix what i have created...I mostly just do,

i dont think much.. im sorry... ill work on that..

im sorry.. I want to be your friend again.. I miss you both, I enjoy talkng to you both everyday.. 

you guys are the only people that talk to me everyday..

I may not seem much, but I just like being with you guys..

Like i said before, instead of running away from the problem, try and fix it.. fix me.. 

Tell me that i did something wrong, Tell me that im doing something wrong, 

tell me if im annoying/bugging/getting on your nerves... 

TELL ME if im causing trouble/grief... dont let it pass and run away from the problem..

I love you guys, I want to hang with you guys all the time.. to be honest, you 

both are ALWAYS on my mind.. 

I dont want to leave you guys, I dont want to forget you guys.. well I dont, 

I CANT leave and forget you guys.. you both very special and Dear to me..

I want to ask you guys for forgiveness and for a 2nd chance... I want to make this work... 

I want to be The trio again, the group we made.. i miss that.. I miss you both...

im sorry for everything...I want to fix what i done, what i created... I want to make this all better.

im only learning.. im not smart, nor am I stupid, I may be an idiot at times but yeah..

im sorry..

I dont know what to do and bleh..

iim not good at anything I do but hell I do try...

I want to say more and say how sorry I am and shtuff, but I would feel like that i would 

be going in circles and repeat what i said.. 

soo yeah, im am truly, sincerely and Genuinely sorry for everything.. everything here is said 

with pure honesty, truth and from mah heart..I would never Lie and hide shtuff from you.. 

I tell you everything and anything... I trust and love you guys..

i dont want you guys to leave, to dissapear.. I dont want you guys out of my life...

sure ill let you have your space when you need it but yeah.. Love you guys soo much...

I had soo much fun with you guys both chatting online and chilling in person.. 

i wanna continue having that fun.

im sorry.. 

*sits in a corner curled up in a ball in the  darkness..*

Im sorry..sincerely...

Friends stick together, help each other out in any situations, Help sort things out, 

friends fight but they still stick together no matter what 

(until said friend starts acting like a total jerk and an ass to them)

Friends Help friends when They need them the most...

Friends Help out other friends no matter the case.

Friends Help and fix out any problems instead of running away from the problem.



I want us to be friends again.. im sorry..

again, i love you both, I care sooo much for you both..

I will do anything for you both.. I want to look out for you both...

im sorry...

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