Loosing my Dad
10 years ago
I don't have words really to say, other than I'm loosing my father.
He's down to 120 pounds. He'll probably be put into the hospital come Tuesday after his doctors appointment. He's so weak, that I'm afraid he'll fall down the stairs at their house if he isn't admitted. Mom is having to wash him/motivate him to do anything.
Mom and I are trying to be strong, but we are preparing for the worst.
I feel like my dark, demon depression is squeezing me and drowning me and smiling with red glowing eyes. It would oddly make me feel better if I could draw this demon. Probably because it would distract my mind.
If I'm not online much, this is why.
He's down to 120 pounds. He'll probably be put into the hospital come Tuesday after his doctors appointment. He's so weak, that I'm afraid he'll fall down the stairs at their house if he isn't admitted. Mom is having to wash him/motivate him to do anything.
Mom and I are trying to be strong, but we are preparing for the worst.
I feel like my dark, demon depression is squeezing me and drowning me and smiling with red glowing eyes. It would oddly make me feel better if I could draw this demon. Probably because it would distract my mind.
If I'm not online much, this is why.
But, I just want to say I am here for you, like you have all ways been there for me. I will be praying for you and your family every night. Take time from online and be with your family, be with your dad.
Love you sissy..