NEEDING IMMEDIATE HELP + RANT/VENT
10 years ago
im trying to make my rent and im just plum out of luck
i spent 2000 on this month alone taking care of everyones rent and food and bills. mom gets her welfare finally on the 25th and said shes only covering herself and wont even pay me back for the money i used that was for a commission under the agreement she would give me the money back cause i damn well need it, was my profit but i told her it was for supplies so it would force her to pay it back, but no so im like great thanks for ruining my biz and she kicking me out -sigh-
i am broke and starving -shrugs- what i get for being a nice person
bro is waiting for jobs to land in his lap hes making no effort to look -.- but she wont even tell him to leave cause of his suicide shit
my dog is also crying in pain and then stretching out, i dont know what wrong with him either -flops- its my dog Joey, hes in pain and I need to take him to the vet, as well as buy some food for myself since I wanted him to have food so i bought him a bag of food instead of buying for myself. I love him too much to let him suffer. his pain started early this morning and its on and off and he wont eat.
I'm fed up with this damn family, its not a family at all I work so fucking hard and I have a huge heart and Im taken for granted. then I bottle up all this emotion so my customers dont ever have to hear my woes. but Im at a breaking point where I need to keep my room for a bit longer so I can work on the suits I have and make some more sales and then GET OUT. I refuse to be guilt tripped this time and tricked into staying. Im so done!
i spent 2000 on this month alone taking care of everyones rent and food and bills. mom gets her welfare finally on the 25th and said shes only covering herself and wont even pay me back for the money i used that was for a commission under the agreement she would give me the money back cause i damn well need it, was my profit but i told her it was for supplies so it would force her to pay it back, but no so im like great thanks for ruining my biz and she kicking me out -sigh-
i am broke and starving -shrugs- what i get for being a nice person
bro is waiting for jobs to land in his lap hes making no effort to look -.- but she wont even tell him to leave cause of his suicide shit
my dog is also crying in pain and then stretching out, i dont know what wrong with him either -flops- its my dog Joey, hes in pain and I need to take him to the vet, as well as buy some food for myself since I wanted him to have food so i bought him a bag of food instead of buying for myself. I love him too much to let him suffer. his pain started early this morning and its on and off and he wont eat.
I'm fed up with this damn family, its not a family at all I work so fucking hard and I have a huge heart and Im taken for granted. then I bottle up all this emotion so my customers dont ever have to hear my woes. but Im at a breaking point where I need to keep my room for a bit longer so I can work on the suits I have and make some more sales and then GET OUT. I refuse to be guilt tripped this time and tricked into staying. Im so done!
Wouldnt mind some one who makes suits also , to talk to x3
But all the houses we pick the buyers choose there not ready to sell....its been #5 times in one month im getting annoyed
But im plum out of spending money as well, i could offer $20 for the week and thats all i got...
Also fuck all that your family is putting you threw. Even if your an ass hole you spent 2k on house goods that everyone benifited from. WTF is going on here?
If you need some one to vent to im always available >.> dats sum bull-poopers
as for the dog
possable stomach issues if hes stretching out, or back issues....i dont know. Also check there hips and how hes walking. Had a dog with hip displacement that layed out like that alot
i would simply limit his food rations and just offer him more water for a day or so. after 2-3 days if its the same or worsens take him to a vet
Let me know the bill and i will try my best to help out
I really shouldnt because i should be saving it for a home but *shrugs* it shouldnt cost much for a check up and i can always make more money....its just hiding that from my mate >.> hmm tough
thoughts all over dah place
You could start a Patreon or um, there's one thing that's just for asking for donations to hit one big goal. I'll have to see what it's called when I get home. Patreon does monthly donations and you can offer cool little things. Like ArtSlave will have a once a month live stream to answer questions or give tips for people trying to make their own fursuits, but with rules to what you can't ask and such. It's for people who want to support an artist but can't afford to buy something outright, mostly.