what's fas?

nvm ignore that.....

Yeah, what is"fas"?

........fa.....god im so sorry i fucked a word up ....>.>

your not going too chat on FA anymore?

if you add me to aim or something we cqn still chat but id rather stay away from here for awhile...

Understandable.
I'll try to chat with you on aim.

yeah

I can still has chats with yoo. Yush? ^.^ *hugs*

yes on yim or whatever...im going to be throwing this away if shit keeps going on...which it will so yeah

Please stay on FA... just block 'em all or something if you feel you have to.

Erm... except for wittle mee. *Whimpers* Unless of course I ever piss you off, then I fully would understand if you ever blocked me as well.

Getting back to the REAl point here... it feels like Tarmmy go bye byes. *Whimpers*

Nuuuuuu. *hugs you tight so you can't go nowheres*

You know this is why I unwatched you because I got tired of all the whiney, bitchey emo journals. You can be stressed out, you can be depressed, but you don't have to go telling everyone every single time. Maybe it's all for attention I don't know. But I'm surprised with how you continue to act that anyone wants anything to do with you.

lol i hoesntly dont care really i stopped caring which is why i havent put up anymore journals so you can go else where

oh and before you go all ballistic about this or that please..for the love of god im begging you....answer this...if its was so bad and shit why didnt you tell me sooner, i mean seriously, and not to mention the fact that your unwatch went unnoticed because i dont care about watches, and if i was all aout attention i think id spout it around about how much i liek to do this or that so please im begging you...you didnt have to tell me this seriously you like a month late....

Because I didn't need to make any unwanted or unneeded stress for myself. I know we had talked for a short while on msn before. Don't know what happend there, but if you would have started doing this then it's probably best that you had blocked me or whatever. But if you don't care then just leave and everything. If you say you don't care, but continue to go on the site and everything then that leads me to believe again that a lot of this is just for attention. Another reason that I never really said anything was you never seemed to want to listen to anything from anyone so it would have just been wasted breath.

and your still saying this now because?

and why cant i come bac k you say i cant come back as if trhe site itself is the reason for this to be happening? and like i siad before why are you saying this stuff now like you care or something i mean seriously come on....

Oh my god. x.x As I said what I'm saying is a waste of breath.

pleas ewaste your breathe XD

Well when things don't get any better for you then you know why. From what I can see you're a lot of the problem with how things are for you. If you don't want to listen to anyone and continue doing things the way you have then that's your decision. You want to be alone. You want to be miserable then by all means do it. If you wanted things to be better then I would have seen something. But like I said all you seem to be doing is spreading drama around. I never had a problem with you and still don't. I'm trying to show you something, but you don't care enough to listen or deal with it. There's always going to be problems in everyone's lives. You fucking deal with it. You don't go around bitching about it all the time or you take things into your own hands and try to make it better. Saying that everyone else is the problem. They're all out to get me. Everyone's just so mean and heartless. It almost seems like your just paranoid anymore. Try taking things into your own hands for once and changing your life for the better instead of complaining about it. I don't expect you to listen to me at all and there lies your problem.

well when ive been given the proof that my actions will be taken seriously then i take your words to mind...

*shurgs* Whatever I tried.

no im just saying, now your the one not listening XD

im just saying that if im shown that my action will be taken seriously and wont be seen as useless then id acknowlegde that...lol i thought you wanted me to listen not the other way around ^^;

Well it's apparent that you don't give a shit and like I said you're just doing this to spread drama then.

but....>.>

lol now im confused this is the second in years that somones said i dotn give a shit i must be getting lousy at caring *shrugs*

anyways fine ill take your words to heart and keep doing what im already doing (trying to better myself and blah blah blah)

but yeah i mean if i didnt care what you said or give a shit would i even be responding to you...seriously...you seem bent on thinking im sucha bad person in need of attention that i must cause drama XD

Yeah cause all of those journals that you have isn't proof enough for that.

yeah you got me there too late to take them back right ^^: ?