so i haven't been doing a lot lately mostly due to time constraints and focusing on finding a job. well the other day i thought i had found that job, a event coordinator and advertiser job, right up my alley a perfect job for me. I interviewed yesterday and it went perfect, it was a mostly in office job, not a lot of on site stuff, i loved every second of the interview.

now onto today! i was told i would have an onsite interview, which made sense, so i went to a meijer about 45 minutes away from me for said interview. once there i met a very nice lady and we began. she showed me where they were set up and explained to me what they do. i asked would i be doing this, giving presentations, or be in the background, as in set up, she told me that i would be giving presentations nearly all the time, as that is my job. I panicked, i tried not to show it, but i told her i am not comfy with that kinda stuff, i am not a public speaker. as a courtesy i stayed for the presentation and at the end she asked me a few questions, and i asked her a few. we parted on good terms but i called my mother immediately and told her everything and that i was shaking like mad in a full on panic attack.

i am now home, i have a beer with me, i have godzilla on the tv and have told my father and my brother, my father said that they were scamming me from the get go but using a bait and switch and felt really bad that this happened cause i was ecstatic about this job, my brother on the other hand said, and i quote “lol. yay misleading ass-hats.” if not for the fact i have an extremely supportive family this failure would have driven me absolutely mad and sent me into a depression. I’m taking this weekend to myself. for now I’m gonna blow off steam by playing some games. kinda wish hyrule warriors was online. wouldn’t mind some friends to play with.