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In nearest future I am going to left tsis profile and move to another one. I need to cut down the people who SOO WANT to me mommies and teach me how to live. I am who I am. I want do draw with pleasure again and not remaking picture that wasn't suppossed to be remake because someone couldn't read well. And here are people that I"m disappointed in. Someone I almost trusted turned her back on me. So easy to hate me huh?
The popularity like "400" watchers doesn't mean anything. Yes I am gonna loose my audience. But I can't stand this anymore. I adored this place, I felt this page like a safe home place. Now it's not.
So stupid to catch a shit in my face because people cant read or think. This is still painful for me. I got an anorexic-slender-whatever character that didn't fit in the ych and made all my best to keep anatomy like on the refference - and I am wrong. And I must start over again and draw for free an awesome bg. Disappointing. Honestly I'm afraid that other people are like this. Unthankful, full of shit to throw me in the face for my job. Like "I payed you so shut up now you don't deserve even one good word and must do everything I say". Honestly that's the first time I met person on FA who was that evil.
So I am making refund by refund now being afraid of that reaction from someone else. I honestly do not want to draw anymore. People are evil. I'm afraid of you. Any of you may kill me with a word.
Thank you for ruined birthday. I hoped I will calmly draw all day but it ended with that cursed conversation that made me hate my whole art. Not only this ych piece.
Everywhere and everytime whatever I am doing I am just a crap.
The popularity like "400" watchers doesn't mean anything. Yes I am gonna loose my audience. But I can't stand this anymore. I adored this place, I felt this page like a safe home place. Now it's not.
So stupid to catch a shit in my face because people cant read or think. This is still painful for me. I got an anorexic-slender-whatever character that didn't fit in the ych and made all my best to keep anatomy like on the refference - and I am wrong. And I must start over again and draw for free an awesome bg. Disappointing. Honestly I'm afraid that other people are like this. Unthankful, full of shit to throw me in the face for my job. Like "I payed you so shut up now you don't deserve even one good word and must do everything I say". Honestly that's the first time I met person on FA who was that evil.
So I am making refund by refund now being afraid of that reaction from someone else. I honestly do not want to draw anymore. People are evil. I'm afraid of you. Any of you may kill me with a word.
Thank you for ruined birthday. I hoped I will calmly draw all day but it ended with that cursed conversation that made me hate my whole art. Not only this ych piece.
Everywhere and everytime whatever I am doing I am just a crap.
Some people are very cruel and rude, some are just meaner on the internet because of the anonymity.
It's not easy as an artist to give people exactly what they want, but you do your best.
If they ask for more, demand redraws or refunds after you've tried your best, then they're in the wrong.
Ignore them, anyone else will do the same. You take the payment, you draw the art as best you can, that's it.
If someone wants a small, easy change then go for it, but don't let people walk all over you!
Not everyone is scary or mean, this world isn't as bad as you think <3
If someone thinks he's right, making "a wall of shame"in my profile for me" that mean that he is right. And he made one of my most active watchers to go by his side. No one was by my. I was alone in all this.
They all proofed me that I am artist-doormap to clean their legs of me. I lost all my desire to protect myself that's why I remade the whole pic for free. I'm tired of trying to protect myself.
Maybe you're right. I am the wrong one, not the world. Anyways after finishing or refunding commissions I'll be free to commit suicide as I allways wanted.
I hope you get a fresh start and everything goes better this time.
Your art is lovely, some people may be mean but if you ignore that then they can't truly hurt you, especially if you do have some people who support you.
If you trust me, once you're set up a new I'd love to follow you again.
Good luck!
-hugs-
It that situation no one could protect or support me, because my mate is far from art and english and with my dearest translator-protégé we had a fight day ago. So I first time were in the situation like this, alone and feeleng terribly even without it. Artist aren't robots, money isn't their only reward, words are important too ТоТ but maybe it's just for me..
Ok, if you are interested, I'll send you a link!
Thanks very much!
I'm gonna be sad to see you go, but if you need a reset i understand. When you do move, I hope that I will be able to see your stuff again
Na na na na ~
Ok! I will ^^
Thank you for reminding of it!
ok, I will send you a note ^^ with pleasure
*hugs-hugs*