So... I was talking to my sister-in-law, and she thinks I may have PTSD instead of an actual phobia (at least when it comes to storms). I guess it makes sense... but it really freaking sucks. I keep freaking out sometimes when I hear thunder/see lightning, and I can't look forward to photographing storms because I don't know if I'm going to freak out or not! IT SUCKS! Every time I hear loud noises, I freak out. IT SUCKS!!!!