Hey guys. I... I need some help.. Some shit happened with me and my emotions just kinda broke.. can anyone help me try to either fix myself and grow stable, or help me release it all..? I just want the pain to go away.. All I can do at this point is sulk and beat the shit out of myself because I hate what I am, and I know that's not how it needs to be taken care of.. but i can't help it...