So as of right now I will be taking down my ref sheet, and some pictures of maze. now this may not seem important to you but ill tell you why this should mean some form of important to you. Maze is basically the me I can never express, Maze's personality is almost parallel to mine, and the design of maze is also very important to me as well, and as of right now, there is only 2 or 3 pictures of maze that are remotely accurate, the ref I currently have for him is very inaccurate and(not pointing fingers or naming names, towards the artist at hand) kind of unprofessional, now some of you may say oh well why don't you make a new ref sheet yourself, or buy one. That's the thing its not that easy for some people. I'm not artistic at all, some people such as myself feel they have no possessive artistic skill or talent. And as for the commissioning a ref, lets just say I'm very lucky to even have a computer. getting a ref from a professional artist that is accurate and detailed would be a god sent. Am I trying to be whiny: Hopefully I don't come across that way. Am I complaining: no. Am I depressed that I am unable to represent my character accurately: yes. Maze in a sense, means the world to me, not only is having a character that can reflect the true emotion of said person be amazing, but also it can symbolize freedom in a sense. We live in a crazy world, we create these characters, these fursonas, these reflections, as a way to escape this fucked up place we call earth. And I know not a lot of people will be seeing this journal, so if you can please, please share this anyone, anyone, it would mean quite a lot to me personally. I feel like something like this is meant to be seen. If I ever work out getting an accurate ref from a professional artist, ill let you guys know, but as of right now, its just going to be hidden for awhile. Have a good night.
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