Alone this time.
Though, this is for me to work on myself to better myself without relying on someone. I don't want to be the burden anymore, I don't want to be the failure who cannot remember to do simple things because my interest in everything around me is simply zero. I am sad to have parted with my mate of almost three years, two days before his birthday too.. I sure am a piece of shit for that.. But I just.. I couldn't handle anything there anymore. No matter how good it could have been for me, how good it already was, I just wasn't happy and I felt unwelcome. I hate feeling unwelcome.
If you're wondering, he's single now, looking for friends and maybe even a mate. He's straight though.. I'm going to do at least this for him because he's such a sweetheart, I love him to death but not in that way anymore. I want him to be happy the way I want myself to be happy.

His name is Moonlight. but you can find him on furry sites as moondemonn, moonndemon, or whatever else. His account on here is

but yeah. That's what I'm going to do for him, help him find friends, people to talk to, to keep him company.

I'm now in Minnesota though. Going to stay here with my mother for a few weeks or so until I go up north north to stay with my aunt to help take care of my uncle who has been recently diagnosed with cancer.

I will be doing this until I have enough money saved up to move to the uk to be with someone whom I love endlessly. There's my news for the day. uwu)/~♥