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A misguided perception becomes more clear
16 years ago
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Memo from a former Closet Fur:
Friends,...ah friends. I love em' can't get enough. I get along with most people I encounter. So it bothered me that I feel lonely at times. I don't mean the general sort that every body feels; more of a missing something, not the whole soul mate thing or that Man I need to get layed thing either.
I was reflecting (which for the record never seems to turn out well. Maybe it's that whole hind sight thing) and it occurred to me that I have nothing in common with any of the people I socialize with right now. Not saying anything bad about them it is just that when you have the ability to hold a conversation with any one, on just about anything and you do it enough you might be fooled like I was to thinking you have alot in common with some one but then you come to take a closer look and realize you got nothing.
I know the difference cause I had it good once but I was young and I moved and you know how that goes.
My social network right now kinda, sure we talk and go places but we just talk in those places we can almost never decide on an activity because we all like completely different things and none of us are at all that interested in what the other is doing. It gets to the point were I'm just looking at them and in my mind I am asking WHY AM I EVEN TALKING TO YOU. Why do I chose to socialize with you is it boredom, or because the alternative is painting faces on rocks and teaching them my favorite songs.
But fear not I am not going to do away with these people because though it is some what of a mystery at some point I decided to call these people friends and that is what's important. I have decided though to slowly work my way to the back of their group and search for people who may actually get me or vise versa, in the hopes that I find some friends i can be excited about and look forward to talking and doing activities with or at least knows what the hell I am talking about and gets it, if only alittle
Friends,...ah friends. I love em' can't get enough. I get along with most people I encounter. So it bothered me that I feel lonely at times. I don't mean the general sort that every body feels; more of a missing something, not the whole soul mate thing or that Man I need to get layed thing either.
I was reflecting (which for the record never seems to turn out well. Maybe it's that whole hind sight thing) and it occurred to me that I have nothing in common with any of the people I socialize with right now. Not saying anything bad about them it is just that when you have the ability to hold a conversation with any one, on just about anything and you do it enough you might be fooled like I was to thinking you have alot in common with some one but then you come to take a closer look and realize you got nothing.
I know the difference cause I had it good once but I was young and I moved and you know how that goes.
My social network right now kinda, sure we talk and go places but we just talk in those places we can almost never decide on an activity because we all like completely different things and none of us are at all that interested in what the other is doing. It gets to the point were I'm just looking at them and in my mind I am asking WHY AM I EVEN TALKING TO YOU. Why do I chose to socialize with you is it boredom, or because the alternative is painting faces on rocks and teaching them my favorite songs.
But fear not I am not going to do away with these people because though it is some what of a mystery at some point I decided to call these people friends and that is what's important. I have decided though to slowly work my way to the back of their group and search for people who may actually get me or vise versa, in the hopes that I find some friends i can be excited about and look forward to talking and doing activities with or at least knows what the hell I am talking about and gets it, if only alittle
