I don't mean to be such a downer, but sometimes, such as of right now, I just feel like I'm not that special. I don't see why people think of me of smart, or handsome, in some cases. I know there might be some people who actually agree with that, people I might not have gotten along all too well with. I guess with my experiences growing up, I never really heard classmates say much good about me, other than being smart. I mean yeah, my parents have always been supportive of me, and I try to do what's right, but sometimes I just feel like another face in the crowd. I guess part of the reason I get this way is because I sometimes am never seen as an individual because of being a twin. I guess what I am getting at, is that I want to be seen as who I am and not just half of a pair of twins. And I don't mean anything bad towards my brother. I love him dearly. I guess it's just hard for most of you to truly understand. Sorry for this rambling journal, but doing journals like this helps ease some of the pain I feel.

tl;dr, I don't feel that special because I'm never seen as myself but half of a set.