Wow
10 years ago
It turns out software engineering is hard!
By that I mean I really dislike web development and find it challenging to get interested in the material.
It was bad enough that I dropped the course, but I am still required to take it eventually :|
I was bored one day last month and wrote random sex that I didn't finish.
Besides that, I haven't written anything. Alas!
Wish I could say I was enjoying university - and I feel guilty for saying otherwise - but I'm not.
I am good at being friendly, but bad at making friends, so I feel kind of alone.
I do have a few really good friends that I can regularly exchange messages with, but no one physically present.
One thing that is making this semester particularly bad is I have to miss modern magic every week thanks to a poorly timed calculus lecture q.q
One thing that is making this semester particularly good is I have deepened my relationship with a friend :)
But oh no! He's 400km away! >_< He's not going to be in town until sometime at the end of April.
ULarn has potentially given me a good, solid premise that I can run with.
You know, "Protag goes on a quest to find a cure for someone they love."
Once I get my (pretty small) literature review out of the way perhaps I can develop it further.
Knowing me I'll probably get distracted and end up with something entirely different.
Or nothing.
Oh, and I am finally feeling fully better after losing my last physically-present friend.
7 months - new personal best for "longest time not being truly happy"
I do not really want to discuss that as I am a little embarrassed about how clueless I was O_O
I will say that I assaulted his mind with TMI.
So ends this ramble! I have sources about the integration of Muslims in Western societies to find.
By that I mean I really dislike web development and find it challenging to get interested in the material.
It was bad enough that I dropped the course, but I am still required to take it eventually :|
I was bored one day last month and wrote random sex that I didn't finish.
Besides that, I haven't written anything. Alas!
Wish I could say I was enjoying university - and I feel guilty for saying otherwise - but I'm not.
I am good at being friendly, but bad at making friends, so I feel kind of alone.
I do have a few really good friends that I can regularly exchange messages with, but no one physically present.
One thing that is making this semester particularly bad is I have to miss modern magic every week thanks to a poorly timed calculus lecture q.q
One thing that is making this semester particularly good is I have deepened my relationship with a friend :)
But oh no! He's 400km away! >_< He's not going to be in town until sometime at the end of April.
ULarn has potentially given me a good, solid premise that I can run with.
You know, "Protag goes on a quest to find a cure for someone they love."
Once I get my (pretty small) literature review out of the way perhaps I can develop it further.
Knowing me I'll probably get distracted and end up with something entirely different.
Or nothing.
Oh, and I am finally feeling fully better after losing my last physically-present friend.
7 months - new personal best for "longest time not being truly happy"
I do not really want to discuss that as I am a little embarrassed about how clueless I was O_O
I will say that I assaulted his mind with TMI.
So ends this ramble! I have sources about the integration of Muslims in Western societies to find.
Tonin
~tonin
Programming is fun. Software engineering...yeah, that's less fun. XS
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