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10 years ago
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oh look an update
this stress at work and home is so much
expectations i may never meet, just so much i cant handle
i've just seen and felt so much pressure and uncertainty its just too much
first one thinks it is all someone can ask for, next thing you know its something that was never true and brings you to your knee's
i havent felt anything like it for a long time there was no warning but just there
broke down in with anxiety uncertainty and fear, i tried to get my mind off it but it just hurt more
i was up an entire night in tears and fast heart rate till dawn but the rest of the day my eyes were blood shot and wide awake
many students and teachers keep saying i am too hard on myself but how else will i get myself moving forward
its like the same thing from before "do i mean anything to anyone..."
i just fear its something that cant go away*ponders alone in the shadows*
All we can do is our best. If we do that then the rest is out of our control. I know it's easier said than done to try not to stress over things that we can;t control, but we have to let go and do so. Again I'm in the same boat. My stress with work and RL in general have me not sleeping again. I work hard during the day and I'm pretty tired all the time now. Mentaly and physically.
Sorry I can't do anything to help much. But I'm around on FA now and then if you need someone to messae with. I'll be praying for you too. That's helped me a lot with dealing with my troubles.
Best wishes.
Wolfstang
your life is your own and if you thing no-one cares about you then think that way but remember that you have to care about yourself :D
(that previous part when i said "don't care about you" i don't mean anything bad about it"
Ofcourse there are people who mean something to you~
You never walk alone in the shadows,else long you keep your friends/family in chur heart~ ^w^
*Elynxia pops ups next to Shadow into the Shadows and walks with him*~