Hey to anyone who might read this.

I know I haven't been around, I know I vanish without warning. I am sorry for doing that to everyone. Things honestly have not been going too well for me, long story. I have suffered from yet another DVT, my PTSD is back as is the depression and other issues that go along with it.

I have been trying to sort my own damned head out, but every time I feel like I am making head way I feel like the world swallows me again. So I have been struggling with a lot of things. I wont get into it all unless someone really wants to know. What I will say is I am truly and deeply sorry to those I have hurt or wronged. I never mean to hurt anyone, but feels like all I do.


If anyone wants to talk to me, I will try, but be aware my net is a bit wonky. Well more like my internet browser is, so I don't get on as much.



Take care everyone

Lilly/Ririsu