Tomorrow is a freaking huge day for me. Everything is changing and I'm going to be walking into a brand new place with new people and trying to make a new life there. Sink or swim. And you might think "Hey, everyone gets new jobs, everyone's nervous on the first day." Only problem? I'm the expert here, I'm to be the leader. Sigh, so many people expecting me to do great. So afraid I'm going to let them down, piss people off, etc.

My mind has been occupied on this all day long, my stomach feels like its constantly churning and tossing.

And to make things worse, I'm pretty sure someone's looking down on me and thinking I'm a dishonest asshole now. Great. I love going to bed angry and stressed.

Fingers crossed, wish me luck tomorrow.