is it sad when you get the items for your own character first before you draw the character? i have pretty much a Cosplay ready for my own Character Zero Nightmare Okami... 23 items from Amazon well actually 22 im deciding which leaf head band i want but... like i tried to draw him years ago when i first made him and wow it was horrible but i wasnt that good at my proprtions at all back then... but now i have cosplay kunias, cosplay swords (wooden swords and plastic kunias), i have pants, shirt, jacket, sandels, hairs (4) , headband, weapon holders, and a necklace, leaf village gloves, fishnet shirt and sleeves. for the cosplay some stuff i will have to find a way to make or have made like his kekkai genkai eyes, the sharingan and rinningan i can find because i made him related to Naruto and Sasuke. but like the Shadowgan and Lightgan both i made i am drawing ideas right now on how they are going to look and stages looks, and thinking of designs and names to go like with mine and  xXxhailstormxXx1 roleplay which made me come up with the new and improved version of Zero Nightmare Okami, i have to figure out a design for the Shadowgan for the deadly move I MADE "the luck of 13" thats is not going to be easy since also right now i am busy doing redo drawings ( which right now i got Frost the Exceed done out of 10 drawings which meens 1/10 is complete.) but if anyone has any ideas let me know please but if i get this done i will see if Masashi Kishimoto will add my character as well... but with the Shadowgan and the Lightgan i also have to make a clan crest which i already came up with the idea of a moon with a sun, and also i have to make his wolf which is the shadow max power and the dragon which is his light max power.