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Missing You From the heart
10 years ago
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This side Means im annoyed or something || In the middle means im fine, my usual self || Right side means im Upset/Depressed/Sad.ect
https://www.facebook.com/pinoyrapradio/photos/a.437704916289787.107216.437018853025060/913364492057158/?type=1
These are ment to be somewhat in order of how i feel.
Many songs i know but i couldnt choose which fit me best..
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You are the one for me, i love ohh so much. you are my everything...you are dear to me.. i am crazy in love for ya, crazy in love about you... i am still sorry for every single thing i did.... i blame myself for everything...i miss you...
right now i just want to grab a gun and hold it to my head, just to end this love about u cause seeing u gone out of my life, for someone i cared for soooooo much just... i dont know...i still want to b your bf but i rather still b in ur life as a friend...
i can change... i can b what ever you want me to b... i dont know...
i guess im just so dam fuckin stupid for being this way, for still loving you.. for even loved u in the 1st place...
but your right.. im not a good person to b with..and i guessed you proved it to..
i dont ask for much.. i dont ask for much in a person.. all i ask is that said person would love me the same as i do to them...
i miss everything about you.. i miss the fun times we had together.. i miss the trio we had..
when we were together, you made soo happy and made me forget who i was.. made all the bad things i thought about myself left my brain. you were my everything.. u change my life and stuff, i wanted to try to b with u everyday and wanted to see u everyday.. i wanted u.. i wanted to b with u everday..i wanted to do everything in my power to make and keep u happy...
i wanted to do everything with you.. i wanted to take u places with me and take u everywhere with me.. i wanted to see the world with you..
but again, i guess i was stupid for loving you...
now that your gone, i dont know what to do anymore... i dont know what to think... those thoughts came back and even worse...
even if i did kill myself, you probably wouldnt care... if u did, dont bother.. dont bother coming to my funeral..cause i wanted u to care for me when im alivem not when im dead..
you decided to run from the problem instead of trying to fix it and sort it out..
nothing is impossible, everything is possible if u put ya mind to it and ACTUALLY try..
if we were still together, i would try my best to see you everday or every 2nd or 3rd day..with me being out of school, i would come by your house while your at school and wait fur you to get home, then i would spend the afternoon with ya and sleep over then in the morning i would come with ya to take you to school..
i can be anything ya want, i wanted to be your everything..
please give me another chance? atleast at being friends..everyone deserves 3 chances right?
i can change..
but anyway, what ever.. ill still b here 4 u .... in this corner...
you only love epsilon because she can draw and make fursuits and with that u can do the same with her...
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