Today i wrote in my personal journal

"As of this week, I decided to take a break from many online things. Fur Affinity, Skype, YouTube, Tumblr, and such. I did this in order to concentrate on my classes, raising my grade, and making sure I learned the material so I could bring up my GPA. As of before, I was in danger of losing my Presidential scholarship. I believe I am on the track now to correct this before it is too late. However, despite my best efforts, something even worse has come up.

I saw my advisor today to talk to her about next year’s classes, as well as the rest of the classes I still have to take for the remainder of my time at college. Suddenly I come to find that I am behind where I needed to be, where I want to be, where I thought I was all along. In order to go into medical school right after college, I have to apply to med school during the summer between junior and senior year. Also at this time, I have to take the MCAT as well. In order to take the MCAT I have to have taken certain classes. The big, big issue is with one of those classes. Biochemistry. In order to take that, I have to take Organic Chemistry One and Two. The problem is, I should have been taking both those classes this year. But I wasn’t. I’m behind. At this rate, if I were to still go on this track, I would be forced to wait a year between undergraduate and medical school. I believe this would cause some loan agreement to expire, where if I was in school then I would not have to pay back these loans. So to recap, I have not taken Organic chemistry one and two at the correct times, which means I will take biochemistry late, which means I will have to apply to medical school late, which means I will get in late, which means money handling issues and confusion.

But I won’t be taking this laying down. I am going to have to take Organic chemistry one and two during the summer, in order to catch up. It will be very, very difficult. I hate chemistry so much. But I have to do this, in order to ensure my future into becoming a doctor! Having that year in between school will completely throw me off, as it greatly deviates from the plans I have currently. I will have to do a lot of work, a lot of research, and it will require time, patience, and my own willpower. I’ll be able to do it, I know I can, despite my currently extremely stressed out attitude. It’s way too much to take in all at once. But this will come with even more sacrifice. Namely, my summer. All my time and energy will be devoted to it. It will have to be. I have to do my absolute best in order to get the credits to get back on track. With this, I still will not be able to play with my skype friends, look at YouTube or bleach or other videos online, no Tumblr, no Fur Affinity, no NOTHING. All of my being must be focused at the impending task at hand. I will rest when I find the time, but I don’t see myself resting much from now until then.

So, here’s to me saving my future. I can’t do it all at once, as this is a very long process that will have to happen, but I’ll do it somehow. Somehow…"

This means that my absence from Fur Affinity will be further extended through the summer. This is just an update. Thank you all for understanding