I really do need serious mental help....I have been pushing my problems away for too long and now everything is closing in on me, I feel trapped in darkness...my life situation is killing me, quite literally. I don't care about anything anymore, including my own life. I have to force myself to eat and I barely can even do that. Stress and anxiety are eating away at me, I need to make decisions but it seems so impossible after seemingly being cornered in a wall and slowly being burned to death. Everyone has their breaking point, after 1.5 years of pushing away my problems with laughter and furries and trying to enjoy life....I can't do this anymore...