Why Just Why
10 years ago
Everytime I draw in public some people give me a dirty look or just look at me and not say anything. Do I have that bad luck. It's like noone wants to associate with me. I mean only a few people do and I highly appreciate it but others don't even want to talk to me or anything. I don't get how there people who get better attention and are loved for what they do but when I'm doing something something I feel like a sense of dislike. Or the person thinks I'm better than them or stuck up. Let me tell you I am not like that at all I am way more friendlier than any other person if you get to know me really well. No I don't think I'm better and no I'm not going to stop drawing because someone hates what I do. It's called passion it's called inspiration. Sorry it's often and my imagination is way more stronger and vivid to me. I will keep drawing everywhere and anywhere if you don't like it fine. Know what this is why I was lonely before I went to Full Sail. I think it'll be like that when I leave. Going back to a city lonely. Only dogs wanting me not for who I am but for something else that disgust me. Guess I true place is my dreams my own mind, my imaginary place. Where I feel free and have people to be around. Not in this world. This world is not for me noone can have me or be with me. I have a path I need to follow. I will only have God on my side. I never rely on man. I will let my spirit guide me. I'll head on to sleep now. :( Not every artist is the same some get better praise than others but I don't draw for praise I draw from passion, passion of art. Showing off is nothing more than a sin to me but if one is being a douche about it. I'm happy for what I do I won't let things like this get to me.
Sometimes I get dirty looks, sometimes I don't..people are just judgmental asses. *shrug*
If they're not a friend, does it -really- matter? Chances are, you're only seeing them that one time.