Computer died. ;/ Also more, inc possible commissions.
10 years ago
I'M ON THE ROOF POOPIN IN THE CHIMNEY
(Real quick, I'm writing this while I'm super tired and out of it due to my KLS, so I apologize for any errors!)
So yeah, I've had some of the worst luck these last few years.. and to add to bad timing, my computer just died (or rather fried, heh). I knew it was going to happen (again).. I just hoped it would wait a bit longer since I have no income or money. Won't have any income until the very end of the year, which is just perfect. --
So yeah! That's where I'm at! ;D I thought I'd also explain a few other things while I'm here. First I'll finish off about my computer. I think it's the motherboard.. but I think the MB and the graphics may have both fried, or maybe the processor. My roommate is in the process if helping me figure out what it needs, but I'm not sure what I'll be able to do.
The good news is that my roommate has a MB I can use and pay back at a later date if I end up keeping it. But, I probably still will need around 50-200 to get it all fixed. Though that's just a guess. My computer is pretty old, but it can run what I need it to run.. I'm not trying to get any new amazing parts for it.. just trying to find parts that'll work in the setup, and that hopefully aren't much difference in performance so I can make sure I can still make music on my machine and etc.
So, for those who don't know, I suffer from a severe case of Kleine Levin Syndrome, a rare sleeping disorder. I also have very severe sleep apnea, which is more common among people.. but, the mixture of these two issues, especially with how severe they are, cause serious issues and could do.. well.. serious damage to me. One specialist is finally getting me in in a few weeks.. and I'm probably gonna be having to be hooked up to an oxygen tank at home, lol. x-x
The reason I bring this up is because I can't hold a regular job. Some nights my KLS won't be horrible, but half the nights I can't be woken up. KLS can cause me to sleep from 12-26 hours.. no joke. And while people joke while that must be nice, it actually is horrible, haha.. When you wake up after that long, you feel horrible for over a day.. with no energy and just.. I dunno how to explain it. It's horrible. One reason I bring this up is also because a lot of people wonder where I disappear off to, some people think I ignore them because I'm never around, but no.. it's just because my KLS constantly is killing my sleep schedule and making me feel horrible. I even have an alarm clock on my computer that was hooked up to speakers my roommate gave me. While sometimes it wakes me up.. sometimes it's so loud, it sounds like it may blow a speaker.. yet I still won't wake up, even when it's going off right next to me.
So yeah, it's horrible. There is no cure.. except I'm supposed to grow out of it eventually. Until then I'm a bit screwed. That's one reason why I've tried doing stuff on Youtube, as I could actually live with my disorder and still work for a living.. but getting to that point requires people to share my stuff around and help out, and it's still a lot of luck.. there's no guarantee. Heck, there's a reason I'm not a temp admin here on FA anymore (though I'm still going to be helping here and there, and I may return to FA again, but only if I have time, since I spend a lot of time trying to do work related crap).
But anyway, I'll go more into details some other time.
Moving on..
If you like my stories or my music, and you want to help out with my computer repair, I'd be willing to do some sort of commission type deal for writing stories and possibly music, with a "pay what you want" type deal. I wouldn't really be able to finish anything right away, but this is just one idea that I had to possibly help myself out. While I do have a donation thing on my userpage, I don't really expect anyone to use that (which is fine haha. If you do it, I'll love you forever.. but I'd gladly do a story or whatever for you if you do want to help! And if you can't help, then hey that's totally understandable, that's how life is. Sadly money doesn't grow on trees, as much as I've tried.. ._. Haha.)
If you you are interested in a story or song (I'm much more comfortable with writing), please talk to me and don't just send me money. For writing, I'm willing to do just about anything except scat. You can find some examples in my gallery, though some of my new stories that were finished recently, just so happen to be on the harddrive that's on my dead computer. >> Mumble.. But yeah, if you're interested, just talk to me! Sadly, I'm not gonna be on much at all since.. y'know.. computer is dead, but I can use my roommates comp every once in awhile.
I'm not expecting any commissions, but I figure hey, I might as well try.. Plus I always thought it'd be fun to write a story for someone else. ^^ But yeah, if I get no help, I won't be mad. I know how money is, and sadly, I know that I'm not exactly known anymore.. A lot of people stopped coming to me when I stopped drawing porn, haha. xD Though I do still plan on drawing porn once I get out of this crap I'm in!
Anyway! With help or not, I hope to be back sometime soon.. and I hope to finish and upload some of the new content I had pretty much finished as well ASAP, but yeh. ;x I will definitely have some sort of update within a few weeks to a month once I figure out how to get through this crap. I'm sure I'll find a way no matter what!
Hope to see you all around soon! <3 And I promise to actually gave content to upload very soon, especially once I get my computer back! ^^
So yeah, I've had some of the worst luck these last few years.. and to add to bad timing, my computer just died (or rather fried, heh). I knew it was going to happen (again).. I just hoped it would wait a bit longer since I have no income or money. Won't have any income until the very end of the year, which is just perfect. --
So yeah! That's where I'm at! ;D I thought I'd also explain a few other things while I'm here. First I'll finish off about my computer. I think it's the motherboard.. but I think the MB and the graphics may have both fried, or maybe the processor. My roommate is in the process if helping me figure out what it needs, but I'm not sure what I'll be able to do.
The good news is that my roommate has a MB I can use and pay back at a later date if I end up keeping it. But, I probably still will need around 50-200 to get it all fixed. Though that's just a guess. My computer is pretty old, but it can run what I need it to run.. I'm not trying to get any new amazing parts for it.. just trying to find parts that'll work in the setup, and that hopefully aren't much difference in performance so I can make sure I can still make music on my machine and etc.
So, for those who don't know, I suffer from a severe case of Kleine Levin Syndrome, a rare sleeping disorder. I also have very severe sleep apnea, which is more common among people.. but, the mixture of these two issues, especially with how severe they are, cause serious issues and could do.. well.. serious damage to me. One specialist is finally getting me in in a few weeks.. and I'm probably gonna be having to be hooked up to an oxygen tank at home, lol. x-x
The reason I bring this up is because I can't hold a regular job. Some nights my KLS won't be horrible, but half the nights I can't be woken up. KLS can cause me to sleep from 12-26 hours.. no joke. And while people joke while that must be nice, it actually is horrible, haha.. When you wake up after that long, you feel horrible for over a day.. with no energy and just.. I dunno how to explain it. It's horrible. One reason I bring this up is also because a lot of people wonder where I disappear off to, some people think I ignore them because I'm never around, but no.. it's just because my KLS constantly is killing my sleep schedule and making me feel horrible. I even have an alarm clock on my computer that was hooked up to speakers my roommate gave me. While sometimes it wakes me up.. sometimes it's so loud, it sounds like it may blow a speaker.. yet I still won't wake up, even when it's going off right next to me.
So yeah, it's horrible. There is no cure.. except I'm supposed to grow out of it eventually. Until then I'm a bit screwed. That's one reason why I've tried doing stuff on Youtube, as I could actually live with my disorder and still work for a living.. but getting to that point requires people to share my stuff around and help out, and it's still a lot of luck.. there's no guarantee. Heck, there's a reason I'm not a temp admin here on FA anymore (though I'm still going to be helping here and there, and I may return to FA again, but only if I have time, since I spend a lot of time trying to do work related crap).
But anyway, I'll go more into details some other time.
Moving on..
If you like my stories or my music, and you want to help out with my computer repair, I'd be willing to do some sort of commission type deal for writing stories and possibly music, with a "pay what you want" type deal. I wouldn't really be able to finish anything right away, but this is just one idea that I had to possibly help myself out. While I do have a donation thing on my userpage, I don't really expect anyone to use that (which is fine haha. If you do it, I'll love you forever.. but I'd gladly do a story or whatever for you if you do want to help! And if you can't help, then hey that's totally understandable, that's how life is. Sadly money doesn't grow on trees, as much as I've tried.. ._. Haha.)
If you you are interested in a story or song (I'm much more comfortable with writing), please talk to me and don't just send me money. For writing, I'm willing to do just about anything except scat. You can find some examples in my gallery, though some of my new stories that were finished recently, just so happen to be on the harddrive that's on my dead computer. >> Mumble.. But yeah, if you're interested, just talk to me! Sadly, I'm not gonna be on much at all since.. y'know.. computer is dead, but I can use my roommates comp every once in awhile.
I'm not expecting any commissions, but I figure hey, I might as well try.. Plus I always thought it'd be fun to write a story for someone else. ^^ But yeah, if I get no help, I won't be mad. I know how money is, and sadly, I know that I'm not exactly known anymore.. A lot of people stopped coming to me when I stopped drawing porn, haha. xD Though I do still plan on drawing porn once I get out of this crap I'm in!
Anyway! With help or not, I hope to be back sometime soon.. and I hope to finish and upload some of the new content I had pretty much finished as well ASAP, but yeh. ;x I will definitely have some sort of update within a few weeks to a month once I figure out how to get through this crap. I'm sure I'll find a way no matter what!
Hope to see you all around soon! <3 And I promise to actually gave content to upload very soon, especially once I get my computer back! ^^
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