'Kay. That's it. I'm doing it. I scrapped the previous chapters of Joey's short stories. As much as I like it, I feel I could do SO much better. I'm probably gonna start over at some point with a new story about Joey sometime. One that I feel he deserves far more than the drivel I wrote 2 years ago. Though I'll consider almost all things about the previous chapters canon, I'll probably overhaul everything.

This feels so good!

Also, I should work some more on a few one-shot projects I am doing. Mostly smutty stuff that I like. Vore and bondage and stuff. I haven't ever really finished any of my writing projects yet, and it's so annoying, because I wanna but my writing goes so slow, I just can't get more than a few hundred words a day before I exhaust myself.

I've had to fight so hard against my depression. At times, things just go well, and I can actually feel calm. I've had it on a few occasions where I suddenly felt like I had room to breathe. And then the next morning it is gone because this family issue pops up, or one of my friends is feeling depressed or I literally try my best to relate to things people share with me, and I just can't and it gets me down. EVEN BASIC THINGS TAKE SO MUCH ENERGY, LIKE AAAAAAGH!

I hope I can get out of this. I felt good yesterday. I gotta try and still feel good today. I need new ways to energise myself and feel enthusiasm for my own writing again.