Continuing from the past updates. There unfortunately has not been much movement in terms of my move. I'm frustrated to say the least and I was hoping something would have come up for me by now but it has not. Right now the only thing I have to look forward to is my summer which I will spend partly in LA and partly on the reservation. I am looking forward to having a ceremony on the rez in light of my gender identity which my elders are preparing for me. My job search continues and I'm still hoping on a job I applied for in Seattle. We will see what comes of it. If not, I will be spending time back home.

Despite all those frustrations and such I wanted to say something in regards to my depression that I've been suffering with for years now. That is to say, ever since I came out to myself as trans/g-queer, I have stopped having any episodes of depression. I am the best I've ever been and I couldn't be more grateful. At the very least on that front, things are looking up. I was facing one or two episodes of heavy depression and sadness a week, but now I haven't had a single episode for more than a month. I am in balance more than anything, and I feel optimistic. Hopefully, my job search brings me some good news soon.