I'll always be here if you wanna chat, hun :3 *hugs tight* x3

I know dear -hugs-

One question: if you're only drawing for yourself, why post your art publicly? When you share your work with the world, you have to desire approval to some degree even though ultimately you should do everything for God and for yourself and not just for fickle masses.

I understand how you feel, but I'm trying not to take it personally when that kind of thing happens with me. I've said I'm going to leave this website soon and I haven't had too many people ask for my contact information so they could still keep in touch with me after I leave here--not even people I know better than others--but I'm trying not to take it personally.

I post it because I need a place to store it. After I draw I usually throw it away because I don't like hoarding paper. It's like online storage got me hahaha.

Also lately a lot of it has been art people bought so I have to post it somewhere for them.

I'm sorry you throw it away. I honestly consider paper drawings more permanent than online information.

Well, there you go--people bought it.

Paper drawings are so space consuming though haha

I know, but I don't mind that. I prefer a book I can hold in my hands and turn the pages of to digital information that requires the technology to be working.

That is the worst :c

yes ;A;

Ohh, I misunderstood in last journal. Been through this a few times myself, either they'll come back (sometimes with an apology for being too busy to talk) or they might just need a break? Not from you specifically, maybe just from constantly interacting with others?

Maybe... Idk I mean I don't think I've been bugging anyone. I just get nervous that I've done something wrong.

Maybe they mistake the nerves for being clingy or too close/serious? Some people don't understand the pressures of feeling constantly like the odd man out, and they take it the wrong way when you ask if you did do something wrong. When really you're just trying to be a good friend by checking in. Idk, some people really are just busy and they're just bad about telling others in a nice way that they'd rather talk later....humans can be exhausting! Haha

Yeah seriously haha. I just want to change my identity and go someplace where no one knows who I am and start a new life.

Usually turns out the same though...just find some people who like you for you? And who will be kind enough to let you know they're just busy or will @ least will make you feel included instead of in the way. Friends shouldn't make you feel that way!

Yeah that's true ;A;

I been there before long time ago I just wait people talk to me but then now I just started to talk more people, that's just my opinion. You're not invisible I love your art, I don't care if people leave my comments about my art. I'm just happy that I'm an artist i'm not here for competition I just came here for fun and some artist don't respect to others. I want to let you know your doing great job. I'm proud of you.

Aww haha. Yeah I always get nervous when friends don't talk to me for a long time cause I'm afraid I said something wrong.

No worries just be yourself :3

This has happened to me a few times as well.

It sucks :(

Yeesh. Well, at least we're talking again.