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7 Days Remaining...
10 years ago
(Original journal from deviantART - http://ikyle.deviantart.com/journal.....ning-523789531)
And I still don't know what to do.
What I mean by is in a week's time, it will be my birthday once again. I'm leaving my teens and turning 20. Which is a shock because it felt like I just turned 19.
Regardless, this is going to be a very tough birthday, considering almost a week following will be one year since my Dad passed away... That's a bigger shock, that it's already been a year without him. It's so hard to believe that all this time last year, he was still here.
I'm still excited about my birthday, I guess I'm still at that age where I still want to celebrate it. Considering I share a birthday with a colleague, who at her age, just finds it as another day. I could say a fifth of my life is gone already, but I don't like to think that way. I still have another 80 years to fill, I plan to make something of it!
But for anyone considering, I am grateful of anything you guys wish to say or do. I have made so many friends over the years on deviantART, some of the greatest I will ever know. I don't even know where I'd be if I had never joined, if I never bothered to try drawing. For anyone who is still reading this, knowing most of my watchers don't bother anymore because of how little I upload, I'm so glad to have met you all, and I hope you all will still be around in the years to come.
Thank you!
And I still don't know what to do.
What I mean by is in a week's time, it will be my birthday once again. I'm leaving my teens and turning 20. Which is a shock because it felt like I just turned 19.
Regardless, this is going to be a very tough birthday, considering almost a week following will be one year since my Dad passed away... That's a bigger shock, that it's already been a year without him. It's so hard to believe that all this time last year, he was still here.
I'm still excited about my birthday, I guess I'm still at that age where I still want to celebrate it. Considering I share a birthday with a colleague, who at her age, just finds it as another day. I could say a fifth of my life is gone already, but I don't like to think that way. I still have another 80 years to fill, I plan to make something of it!
But for anyone considering, I am grateful of anything you guys wish to say or do. I have made so many friends over the years on deviantART, some of the greatest I will ever know. I don't even know where I'd be if I had never joined, if I never bothered to try drawing. For anyone who is still reading this, knowing most of my watchers don't bother anymore because of how little I upload, I'm so glad to have met you all, and I hope you all will still be around in the years to come.
Thank you!
