10 day meme, day one
10 years ago
Day One: Ten things you want to say to ten different people right now.
1. To my non furry friends: Thank you all so very much for all the love and support. I appreciate it in more ways than you'll know.
2. To my furry friends on here: I love you all so very much! You have shown me so much love and support. You are my family and beasties. :P
3. To my mother-in-law: What the fuck have I done to you, that you hate me? Also, stop hating your first born son. He has been the only one to show support and love to your family and all you give back is hate and distrust and loyalty to the other two brothers. Fuck you.
4. For my soon to be father-in-law: Why the crap do you not like us suddenly? Is it because the misses doesn't like us? Well, fuck you too then. You are useless. I'm just sorry you ruined the friendship you had with Brandon.
5. For my mother: You are so much stronger than I had realized. You are handling things extremely well. I hope to have the strength that you have one day when it's my turn to face what you are going through.
6. For Brandon: You mean the world to me. You have been so supportive, so loving. Words can not express my gratitude nor show what you mean to me.
7. For the neighbors: Quite being jerks to animals and trying to do stupid things! I wish you'd either get caught or move away.
8. To my kitties: You are my children. However, I'd appreciate not barfing on the sofa or bed anymore. Also, whomever keeps peeing on the floor, STOP IT. It's annoying to step in!
9. To my body: Knock it off with the pain. Yeah right, I know you won't. Just try to be nice about it for a long time. I like crafting and would like to continue it.
10. To myself: Just keep trying to laugh at yourself and tolerate things. It'll be alright I hope. Don't let the pain get to you. Don't let the depression attack you. If you need to deal with things by having blanket bundles and My Little Pony, then so be it. Nothing wrong with that.
*number 11 since I can't really say it*
11. To my Dad: There are so many things I wish I could say. *sobs* I wish you could have understood me. It took you loosing your memory for us to even get along. I regret we just never understood each other.
1. To my non furry friends: Thank you all so very much for all the love and support. I appreciate it in more ways than you'll know.
2. To my furry friends on here: I love you all so very much! You have shown me so much love and support. You are my family and beasties. :P
3. To my mother-in-law: What the fuck have I done to you, that you hate me? Also, stop hating your first born son. He has been the only one to show support and love to your family and all you give back is hate and distrust and loyalty to the other two brothers. Fuck you.
4. For my soon to be father-in-law: Why the crap do you not like us suddenly? Is it because the misses doesn't like us? Well, fuck you too then. You are useless. I'm just sorry you ruined the friendship you had with Brandon.
5. For my mother: You are so much stronger than I had realized. You are handling things extremely well. I hope to have the strength that you have one day when it's my turn to face what you are going through.
6. For Brandon: You mean the world to me. You have been so supportive, so loving. Words can not express my gratitude nor show what you mean to me.
7. For the neighbors: Quite being jerks to animals and trying to do stupid things! I wish you'd either get caught or move away.
8. To my kitties: You are my children. However, I'd appreciate not barfing on the sofa or bed anymore. Also, whomever keeps peeing on the floor, STOP IT. It's annoying to step in!
9. To my body: Knock it off with the pain. Yeah right, I know you won't. Just try to be nice about it for a long time. I like crafting and would like to continue it.
10. To myself: Just keep trying to laugh at yourself and tolerate things. It'll be alright I hope. Don't let the pain get to you. Don't let the depression attack you. If you need to deal with things by having blanket bundles and My Little Pony, then so be it. Nothing wrong with that.
*number 11 since I can't really say it*
11. To my Dad: There are so many things I wish I could say. *sobs* I wish you could have understood me. It took you loosing your memory for us to even get along. I regret we just never understood each other.
I'm so sorry about your pop-pop.
to the cats about the barfing, yah.
never had much to do with any relatives. never met any enough times to really know.
one aunt used to send me money. just a five or ten, which was worth a more then it sounds like now at the time.
not a huge amount, but the idea was fun.
i've never met anyone related to my dad that i know of.
anyway all of them are either dead or i don't know.
as both my parents are too.
we lived on the opposite side of north america from any of them.
i wish my body would let me live another twenty or thirty years, but i can't really expect it to.
its already given me more then 65 of them.
i wish people happiness and better stuff
i'm just glad i'm not as dependent on other people emotionally as other people seem to be,
and even more glad i don't have to be around other people any more then i do.
Some people need to be around people, some don't. I tend to usually just be with the hubby. I talk to more people than I do really socialize. To each their own and what works for them, you know?