I'm now scared to check back into FA, this is my last journal, I'm not returning for the keepsake of my sanity and mental helth, I don't want to say goodbye to all of you, my dearest friends, but until then this is my last set of activity on FA, I'm highly unwelcome and scared out of my mind... I've been worn down, I'm holding back tears right now, I'm promising myself not to cry because if I do I'll leak out a waterfall unending... it's better this way... It's for the best, I'll miss you all, you were my dearest friends... goodbye...