In the darkness comes the light
10 years ago
just as i was giving up.. a shining beacon has emerged.. and I fianlly got in contact with a person in Pixar.. we will see if he can help me get an internship with the company... his next email should be ever exciting and potentially change my life. or dive me deeper into depression
but sweetie? Let me tell you this...do NOT let it depress you if you're not accepted. You pick yourself up and you keep trying!!
do not EVER give up!
well to be honest.. its this entire semester.. its been just one giant shit storm.. its destoryed nearly all of my mental resole to the point i want to cry every day when i get home.. its only 5 weeks left.. but it feels like an etnernity.. i .. i just really wanted this.. i want this as a pick me up... and the knowlage that if i get this.. im not wasting my life.. that I can beat.. countless other people.. otherwsie.. im back where i started... just a no one.. alone sad... and wanting things to end