ya...
I'm gona delet this prob just after i publish it....
i had a great weekend but now im fucked
im really depressed for lots and lots of reasons
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ok....i need to ... hell i dont know what i need or what i want anymore......
i cant tell what i should do or what i want to do or anything about my life and i feel like im going strait down.....i want this year to just end already. school is to much for me to handle......i really feel like i just fail at life and am not good at anything, even just making up my mind when i know what it is i should do....

i need this night to end, i need this week to end, i need this semester to end....... im not gona say life
i may be crazy lately and begining to have a bad week after a strange weekend of very very strong and mixxed emotions all confused and fucked up but i am still sane enough to know myself well enough that i wont hurt myself. unfortunately i am also sane enough to know i need to go get help :'(
fail . . .

also, about the mixxed strong emotions, if you think im talking about you, that means im not talking about you, its actually almost entirely something else



i need to figure out what im doing right and wrong and what im doing here... or at least stop worrying so much and get some sleep or cudles; TOM GET OVER HERE!!! (toms not a fur, so ha, you dont know him, hes just a friend) ;.;