I admit, today wasn't bad. My baby cousin got to visit and damn if she isn't demanding. I got to hear her go "Stessie!" at me because I didn't get to the door quickly enough. I also got to play chase as she ran around a tree and I tried to "catch" her. ^w^ I love it.

However, between my PMS rounding the fucking corner and stupid shit, I'm sitting here with a goddamn notebook wanting to draw and yet I lost the will to. I... I just fucking hats stupid. Stupid people, stupid shit.... it weighs on my fucking mind and makes it hard to focus. Plus, trying to actually write it in my journal in the hopes it'll get some of it out doesn't always work (or happen as I try to get past the BS).

Gods I need a hug. I wish I knew more people as well. It'd be nice to be able to get together with people now and then, or at least have someone to vent to without the fear I'm just adding my shit onto their problems.

It's 1:30AM and I'm sitting here ranting. ... I'm gonna go back to watching Yogscast videos. Well, Hannah and Kim play Haunted. Haven't watched many of their Fright Night videos.