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Attention Deficit
10 years ago
No, I'm not talking about my personal inability to pay attention in learning environments due to a chemical imbalance in my brain.
I'm talking about the swirling blackhole of having those few people who you really, REALLY want to hear from, those who apparently obliviously wormed their way deep into your heart and affections. Those who also apparently have no idea how hooked you are on them and how even a few seconds of their attention completely flips your day to the best one you've had in forever.
In actuality, feeling this way, experiencing it firsthand makes me feel like such a goddamn jackass because I've been the offending party in a similar type situation in the past. I guess maybe this is karma; letting me know that The Golden Rule is in effect at all times so watch your ass!
Thanks for reading, y'all rock!
I'm talking about the swirling blackhole of having those few people who you really, REALLY want to hear from, those who apparently obliviously wormed their way deep into your heart and affections. Those who also apparently have no idea how hooked you are on them and how even a few seconds of their attention completely flips your day to the best one you've had in forever.
In actuality, feeling this way, experiencing it firsthand makes me feel like such a goddamn jackass because I've been the offending party in a similar type situation in the past. I guess maybe this is karma; letting me know that The Golden Rule is in effect at all times so watch your ass!
Thanks for reading, y'all rock!
without even realizing, the more I feel that way about a person, the less comfortable and personable
I am around them; I talk like a robot designed for comforting hospital children, all 'oohs' and 'aahs'
and smiles and hollow emotions. It's so frustrating and difficult.
that's totally me!
you're welcome, your journal puts into words how I feel a lot of the time.
Be happy!!! >:C