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Don't really know where else to vent....
10 years ago
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Do NOT read this and then make some dumbass comment about this because I am not in the mood for stupid.
I’m so upset.
My best friend and rp partner basically told me they hated the ship we always shipped in rps because we broke up. That’s the only reason. Sure, we liked to compare ourselves to the characters, but it seems like such a dumb reason to me, to basically say all our rps that are over a hundred pages long, that we put so much time and thought and effort into, will now sit and never be touched because they liked to compare a ship to us. And now my favorite muse is gone and looking at pictures of him just reminds me of how much I hurt.
We had a good reason to break up since I’m cold and distant and don’t function properly = in relationships and both of us have depression and it didn’t help either of us with how I was but…
I don’t even want to rp with them anymore. Not that I even can without my muse. I can’t make myself write anything.
I can't even tell if I'm mad or sad or depressed anymore.
I’m so upset.
My best friend and rp partner basically told me they hated the ship we always shipped in rps because we broke up. That’s the only reason. Sure, we liked to compare ourselves to the characters, but it seems like such a dumb reason to me, to basically say all our rps that are over a hundred pages long, that we put so much time and thought and effort into, will now sit and never be touched because they liked to compare a ship to us. And now my favorite muse is gone and looking at pictures of him just reminds me of how much I hurt.
We had a good reason to break up since I’m cold and distant and don’t function properly = in relationships and both of us have depression and it didn’t help either of us with how I was but…
I don’t even want to rp with them anymore. Not that I even can without my muse. I can’t make myself write anything.
I can't even tell if I'm mad or sad or depressed anymore.
DaneFrame
~daneframe
That sucks.. I can't even imagine how frustrating that situation must be for you. *hug*
aquariusarmageddon
~aquariusarmageddon
OP
Thank you much for taking the time to send this. It means a lot. *hugs back*
DaneFrame
~daneframe
Anytime. I did have a situation similar to this, but certainly not quite to the same degree of lengthiness in RPing. Had a friend for a long time who was a funny guy. We'd do all kinds of comedic RPs with our OCs, and then for some reason he started turning into a big dick, and it kinda ruined the whole fun of the characters for me. We stopped talking to each other, and while at the time I was really frustrated, I realized that while it was fun to be spontaneously brainstorming humorous content/situations for our characters, I can certainly come up with my own humor. I eventually forgave him, even though I'm sure he's still a dick. If I can say so, you're an awesome artist and creator, I'm sure you'll bounce back eventually. I'm sorry that you had to go through it though.
