she did it. she finally said the wost thing to me. granted, i snapped and said something pretty horrible...partly involving when i die.
yeah, i'm pretty emo when i want to be. she was complaining and yelling at me over another friend that thought she was pregnant, and asked me for help when she thought she was going to have the baby.
this situation just keeps stressing me out. I have so many gray hairs that people just assume i dyed part of my hair.
But i cant believe she said it. But I'm rambling, the she is the girl that i have been in love with since middle school, i wont say her name here though.
we got into a fairly violent verbal fight. and long story short, im left here trying as hard as i can not to bawl my eyes out right now.
the it that she siad was that she didnt care where i went or what i did, just to go away. And thats the rated g version of our conversation.
maybe love just isn't meant for me. maybe i'm just that pathetic underdog no one likes...
i really need a hug right now