I don't wanna be an adult
10 years ago
Life update journal
As you may have noticed, I'm not really active, at all. I finished my third year exam last week, it went... pretty good I guess. I have no worries for that, my diploma do'nt mean anything in the eyes of my country, so I don't really need it. I still gave it my all tho, I'll post the result of my work later.
But still, in one month, I'll probably leave school forever. I'm really stressed out, I don't feel ready at all, too young, too shy, not skilled enough. But it's not like I had any other choice. Meh. So I've been feeling pretty down the last weeks, just going home and playing games, trying not to thing of what comes next.
Then, I had some pretty bad news about one of my family member. It's hard, idk if he'll get better. Just have to hope and wait.
Others things hold me down too, and I don't really feel like drawing lately. It's not much, don't worry for me, nothing I can't overcome eventually.
So I'll try and do the commissions I have now, but I'll probably won't open new slot before a loong time
I also started the chibis for the raffle winners, don't worry, you'll still get your prices, it may just take a bit longer than expected.
I'm sorry, you know sometimes life just happens, and it's difficult. It'll get better, but for the moment I don't have any will to draw or work or even exist. But it'll get better
WolfRedGata
~wolfredgata
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Krystal_AristoKats
~krystalaristokats
Glad to hear that your classes are wrapping up. Maybe I missed something in a previous journal, but I do not understand why an entire country would think that a diploma does not mean anything. Why do you think/feel that way? If you need to take a hiatus from school, there is nothing wrong with that. I had to take a semester off when I was changing career fields. Hoping for some good news in regards to your family member. Even if you do not feel up to drawing right now take a few minutes each day to just doodle, even if it just something random. When you are ready, work on some personal art to get out what has been going on in your mind during the day. Never lose sight of what made you want to create and improve in your art in the first place.
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