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heh...i kind of feel better today
16 years ago
hey. I want to apologize for venting my stupid issues on here. i know every one says its ok and good to vent, but most of the time i'm to scared to do it.
I was kind of out of my elemet yesterday, after...well you know. but last night we talked the whole thing over. We talked alot.
My friend, i'll say 'Annes' so the pronous wont get confusing, and i have dated on and off for a while now. and each time has been nasty and i usually end up hurt. I know it dosent exactly sound manly to be in a situation like this...
anyway, she still dosent know that i'm bi, or that i'm a furry. so those are like the only secrets i have from her. and it bugs her that i wont say them. But 'annes' got really mad when a girl i met over summer vacation thought she was pregnant, and was trying to ask me to help raise it since the birth father is some a-hole thats 4 years older than all of me and my cavalcade (yep, all of this at age 16)
And i havent got up the nerve yet to tell either of them that they wont see me for two years (the college i mentioned)
and to top that off, a boy that i liked as a friend is starting to say he's falling for me.
Sounds like a soap opera, right?
*sobbing, while trying to smile*
i never mean to be in situations like this, but it always just happens. I guess i sound like a total idiot though.
well...not a complete idiot.
Report cards came out this morning, and here are my results:
Adv. Algebra II- A+
French- A+
Adv. Chemistry- A+
Health (as in healthcare training to work in hospital)- A+
Adv. American Lit- A-
Computer Programing- A-
AP World History- B+
that was something to cheer me up, since i am a nerd. but what really cheered me up was seeing the comments and mesasages i got. Thak you to everyone on here. espically abby, Tubbycub, Cassie, Big Puppy stuart, and anyone else i've forgotten. I think i will leave that last journal up.
as a reminder that i have some really good friends, that arent tied up in my life 'o' drama.
*still sobs, but the smile is real*
I was kind of out of my elemet yesterday, after...well you know. but last night we talked the whole thing over. We talked alot.
My friend, i'll say 'Annes' so the pronous wont get confusing, and i have dated on and off for a while now. and each time has been nasty and i usually end up hurt. I know it dosent exactly sound manly to be in a situation like this...
anyway, she still dosent know that i'm bi, or that i'm a furry. so those are like the only secrets i have from her. and it bugs her that i wont say them. But 'annes' got really mad when a girl i met over summer vacation thought she was pregnant, and was trying to ask me to help raise it since the birth father is some a-hole thats 4 years older than all of me and my cavalcade (yep, all of this at age 16)
And i havent got up the nerve yet to tell either of them that they wont see me for two years (the college i mentioned)
and to top that off, a boy that i liked as a friend is starting to say he's falling for me.
Sounds like a soap opera, right?
*sobbing, while trying to smile*
i never mean to be in situations like this, but it always just happens. I guess i sound like a total idiot though.
well...not a complete idiot.
Report cards came out this morning, and here are my results:
Adv. Algebra II- A+
French- A+
Adv. Chemistry- A+
Health (as in healthcare training to work in hospital)- A+
Adv. American Lit- A-
Computer Programing- A-
AP World History- B+
that was something to cheer me up, since i am a nerd. but what really cheered me up was seeing the comments and mesasages i got. Thak you to everyone on here. espically abby, Tubbycub, Cassie, Big Puppy stuart, and anyone else i've forgotten. I think i will leave that last journal up.
as a reminder that i have some really good friends, that arent tied up in my life 'o' drama.
*still sobs, but the smile is real*
Marx, hang in there. Its rough, and it seems all around you is falling. But we're all here for you. Fall back on us if you need support. I think your other friends are in agreement with me on this.
Man, that's a load of stress on you. Heck, if you ever need advice, or someone to talk to, like I've said come to me. I'm always here....ALLLLWAAAYSSS!
AND CONGRATS ON THE A'S!!!