Even more personal drama! And I'm moving!
10 years ago
Because let's face it, I don't have a lot of outlets, and I gotta let it out SOMEWHERE.
The ex wife and ex girlfriend were up until 2 AM. Between the moans, giggling and laughing, I simply could not sleep. They apologized this morning, but it's damn obvious that I'm definitely not wanted here, and every gasp is a reminder of both what I could have had and what I hadn't had for over a year. Self worth? Gonna have to just find a shell to hide in until I get out of here, otherwise I will get self destructive.
And that isn't good.
I'm moving after BLFC, to Seattle. Gonna room with old friends for a couple of months while I wait to see if another friend is going to have a place to live, or if I need to find a room to rent. Links to Seattle related fur things would be lovely, and if any of you are up there, bear could use some nearby friends to play games with.
The ex wife and ex girlfriend were up until 2 AM. Between the moans, giggling and laughing, I simply could not sleep. They apologized this morning, but it's damn obvious that I'm definitely not wanted here, and every gasp is a reminder of both what I could have had and what I hadn't had for over a year. Self worth? Gonna have to just find a shell to hide in until I get out of here, otherwise I will get self destructive.
And that isn't good.
I'm moving after BLFC, to Seattle. Gonna room with old friends for a couple of months while I wait to see if another friend is going to have a place to live, or if I need to find a room to rent. Links to Seattle related fur things would be lovely, and if any of you are up there, bear could use some nearby friends to play games with.
Sorry to hear that your living conditions are pretty bad at the moment, but at least you're trying to do your best on staying sane. Just remember, you do have friends out there that you can talk to in case things get bad. If you need an extra person, I can note you my Skype or my Steam so we can talk and/or play games. I could always use an extra person for Catan, Talisman, Small World, Civ V, or any of the other 200+ games I have (I have too many).
Send me your Steam! Maybe we can find things to play together. :D