This is kind of a vent/rant journal...

I've been looking for a house since December, and it's May already and I still haven't found a place. I'm pre-approved for a VA home loan, but not many properties I've seen in my price range accept VA financing. The government-owned HUD homes don't even accept VA financing, which is stupid because both HUD and the VA are government-run. I've also had shitty luck with real estate agents, and my mortgage broker doesn't seem to care much at all. I'm losing faith and motivation, because I'm realizing that if I don't do this shit on my own, it's never going to get done. My real estate agent has stopped sending me properties and yesterday responded to an email from me with only 3 words. I'm losing faith in humanity and losing hope in getting a house of my own here in Michigan. I'm not medicated and my ADHD is really taking a toll. I can't seem to do what I need to do anymore. I don't want to leave my apartment or call anyone. It's extremely frustrating because I know that if I want a house, I will have to be the one to take initiative. *sigh*