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16 years ago
Okay so first off, my friend Zanny is in some financial trouble, and while I know everyone is pretty much in the same state, I'd like to spread word for her ;3 So if you think you can spare a few bucks, please check out her journal! http://www.zannyhyper.deviantart.co.....rnal/23759352/ <---Journal Here!
On the other hand, expect more art from me soon. Spring break is about to start and I'm beyond depressed right now, so I'm probably going to be keeping myself busy with art after art after art. There will be something soon for my great grandmother, as she is expected to pass tonight or tomorrow--hence my depression. I don't handle death well, and out of my family, I am probably the closest to her and watching her slowly fall apart like this has been hard. Very hard. I've been up off and on since three AM, sitting at the hospital when she had a heart attack, but it didn't kill her--not yet. Her breathing changed and she's in a log of pain. They've made her comfortable, put her on pain killers and now we're just waiting. I hate waiting. My mother went back to the hospital a while ago, but i couldn't bring myself to return.
Anyway. I might not talk too much, I might talk a lot, I can't really say yet. Im' exhausted and just all around not happy. But I'm finding that talking with my friends is far better than holing up in my room with a book and no food like I did 5 years ago.
But. Art, yes. Art. I have a few things I'm thinking about posting, and I may very well post a compilation of my art projects from school and if anyone wants, maybe some of them on their own. However, they will be photos since I don't own a gargantuan scanner or anything. So I may wait until I can see my grandmother (she's good with a camera) and ask her to photograph my works for me. I need to for college anyway, so I can attempt to transfer schools.
We're moving in a couple of months and it's into my great grandmother's home. It's going to be strange, I don't know how I'll feel about it, being in there with her gone, you know?
Bleh. I'll stop rambling now, I'm feeling a bit better mood wise, and I've started drawing my comic again. Might finish that up today. Just need to ink it and scan it essentially.
On the other hand, expect more art from me soon. Spring break is about to start and I'm beyond depressed right now, so I'm probably going to be keeping myself busy with art after art after art. There will be something soon for my great grandmother, as she is expected to pass tonight or tomorrow--hence my depression. I don't handle death well, and out of my family, I am probably the closest to her and watching her slowly fall apart like this has been hard. Very hard. I've been up off and on since three AM, sitting at the hospital when she had a heart attack, but it didn't kill her--not yet. Her breathing changed and she's in a log of pain. They've made her comfortable, put her on pain killers and now we're just waiting. I hate waiting. My mother went back to the hospital a while ago, but i couldn't bring myself to return.
Anyway. I might not talk too much, I might talk a lot, I can't really say yet. Im' exhausted and just all around not happy. But I'm finding that talking with my friends is far better than holing up in my room with a book and no food like I did 5 years ago.
But. Art, yes. Art. I have a few things I'm thinking about posting, and I may very well post a compilation of my art projects from school and if anyone wants, maybe some of them on their own. However, they will be photos since I don't own a gargantuan scanner or anything. So I may wait until I can see my grandmother (she's good with a camera) and ask her to photograph my works for me. I need to for college anyway, so I can attempt to transfer schools.
We're moving in a couple of months and it's into my great grandmother's home. It's going to be strange, I don't know how I'll feel about it, being in there with her gone, you know?
Bleh. I'll stop rambling now, I'm feeling a bit better mood wise, and I've started drawing my comic again. Might finish that up today. Just need to ink it and scan it essentially.
Godspoison
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AW babe I'm sorry to hear about your hard times. I'm here to listen if you want someone too.
