It hurts so bad
10 years ago
My back is currently hurting so bad that I'm having trouble sleeping, the pain is radiating down into my kneecap and my ankle. My hips are trying to give out randomly when I'm walking, and I change position and find any relief for more than a few minutes. I literally feel like I'm at the end of my rope. But I have to focus on my homework because it's finals week and just deal for now. All I have is tylenol and maybe some Aleve. but it hurts so bad all I want to do is curl up and cry, but I can't even do that because it'd hurt too much. My eyelid is twitching so much, and I keep getting these damn shocks down my leg.
I know I don't talk a lot about my pain, but I just felt like typing something out.
Sorry.
I know I don't talk a lot about my pain, but I just felt like typing something out.
Sorry.
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But all the doctors wanted to do 2 years ago was give me mediocre painkillers and send me on my way.
It's unfortunate but I feel like I might have to go back to try to find someone who knows what they're talking about.
I can't deal with this pain on a day-to-day basis if it decides that it wants to try to stick around.
It's the worst flare-up that I've had so far.
It aches, it stabs, it throbs, it shocks.. sometimes it even "trickles" and feels like water on my leg.
And it just really melts me into this sobbing whiny puddle of tears and I hate it.
edit: oh, I also have your other comment still up and I'll check out the music recommendations a little bit later.