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the moster that i necame because of him poem #8
10 years ago
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I remember when you told me that my body was the only thing in this world that would give me a chance of getting married I remember that you siad that I would never be loved by anyone that they would only love my body like you did and when u raped me I cried because i decided to believe those words that you said like they were prayers from god like he was using you to tell me this and I believed myself
When I looked in my mirror when I was 10 after you were in jail I looked at my body the bruises where gone from sight but they were not gone from my mind I decided that if people will only love me for my body I would deastory that too and I would never be loved again and that thought of that made me happy so when I decided to take a sharp pics of clean metal to my skin making the red beautiful liquid out and I smiled
When I was 12 and it was your last year in jal o remember that I asked to talk to you in private I remember that I said nothing and all I did was show you that scares that I caused on my body and when u saw them you cried and for some reason I smiled to see you suffer to see you feel bad for what u caused me and when I looked at you the only words I said was this body is no longer beautiful its just a rotting piece of flesh and when I looked at myself that day I cried as well I realized what I have become I was no longer what people would call beautiful I had become what people would call a monster
This was really hard for me to post but I am glad I did to show you guys me
coolcide99
~coolcide99
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Year get that a lot
