Update? .____. I don't freaking know...
11 years ago
General
-Blep-
So... Its been a while since I actually did an update journal and decided
"well heck. Since I am about to change something important in my life. Might as well do an update journal."
So I decided to do this 30 day challenge thing to improve myself as an artist because it is time I stopped doubting myself and just dip my feet into the water of uncertainty. I know my skills aren't top notch as what I want them to be, but i will never get better unless I do something and try.
So... Anyways. The thirty day thing is me posting human body poses of my characters. I know... I know. I have some requests and stuff to do for others, but after I get into the habit of drawing every day and building up my confidence, maybe then can I really begin to see myself as something more and continue to grow. Anyways... You (the watcher) Will see some heavy activity in the past couple of days and I am quite proud of that. I just... Hope i do really well as what i see in my head. Here's to like doing well.
Other than that... Home life is... rough. Having no job and constantly broke is really starting to ware me out. I am kinda scared of getting another job because my last one did so poorly, but... I hate not having any income. Its like a magical train of disaster and I constantly tell myself "Grow up" But... Its like.. I grew up already when I was 8 so... how much more can I grow? Anyways... Hopefully shit goes well and this helps me on improving myself and my laziness i tend to hold.
Ciao
"well heck. Since I am about to change something important in my life. Might as well do an update journal."
So I decided to do this 30 day challenge thing to improve myself as an artist because it is time I stopped doubting myself and just dip my feet into the water of uncertainty. I know my skills aren't top notch as what I want them to be, but i will never get better unless I do something and try.
So... Anyways. The thirty day thing is me posting human body poses of my characters. I know... I know. I have some requests and stuff to do for others, but after I get into the habit of drawing every day and building up my confidence, maybe then can I really begin to see myself as something more and continue to grow. Anyways... You (the watcher) Will see some heavy activity in the past couple of days and I am quite proud of that. I just... Hope i do really well as what i see in my head. Here's to like doing well.
Other than that... Home life is... rough. Having no job and constantly broke is really starting to ware me out. I am kinda scared of getting another job because my last one did so poorly, but... I hate not having any income. Its like a magical train of disaster and I constantly tell myself "Grow up" But... Its like.. I grew up already when I was 8 so... how much more can I grow? Anyways... Hopefully shit goes well and this helps me on improving myself and my laziness i tend to hold.
Ciao
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