So today went fro mood to interesting. I had a neighbor come to my door simply asking for a phone charger. Well I lent one and went to the laundry room with her to let her charge. Then after talking a bit I did something that I really shouldn't of done. Let a stranger in my home. The problem is after listening to her situation and seeing her in tears..I just couldn't let her be. Well we sat for hours talking. Then had dinner and desert and talked and talked. After all that though I had to ask her to leave. The thing is I didn't want to and she wasn't causing any problems. It's just I have learned that I have to limit myself on the good will type of thing. The last time I opened my heart and home to someone it turned out pretty bad. I really wish I could do more for this person though.
By the way, the persons story is pretty nasty. She came to help her younger sister and niece only to find out her younger sister's BF is doing drugs and the younger sister wont kick this guy out. After putting up with it she has decided to leave and try to find something else to do. The older sister..I just wish I could do more then a hot meal and some company. But I know that I can't. I wish I were an angel or something. A being that could help cure problems in the world that being such misery to so many people. I am so fed up with the troubles in life. I am fed up with being human and only able to help with so much. But the cold reality is I am a human a mortal with limits. I can't magically pull trillions of dollars out of my pocket or wave a wand that solves hunger, hatred, or any number of problems. I think more then anything, this is what anger me so much in the world. This is what drives the hatred and the beast that rages in my mind. A planet full of trouble and all I can do for the majority of it is watch it burn.