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10 years ago
LASTS
1. Last kiss
Three weeks ago from my son. <3
2. Last phone call
Last Friday morning. My boss wanted to know "Where the f*** are you!" when I was already there beside him. XD
3. Last text message.
"Hahaha, yeah, I WAS trying to be silly... bored as fuck :P"
4. Last song you listened to
Diamond Rings and Old Barstools by Tim McGraw
5. Last time you went to the movies
Just the other week... openinh night for the new Avengers flick. Went to see it with a fellow furry buddy but got sick and had to leave early. :C
HAVE YOU EVER:
6. Dated someone twice
Yup. My ex wife and I dated in high school. After words we broke up for about 6 months then started again, leading to our engagement.
7. Been cheated on
If I was I didn't know about it...
8. Self harmed
Yes but it was less of a teenage angst thing. while I was still in the Army, some buddies and I got drunk and we're watching Predator. You remember that part where the big Apache dude stopped over the ravine to make a stand against the alien? He takes this big ass bouey knife and slices a long cut across his chest. It started us talking about how many movies we've seen where the hero is so bad ass he can inflict pain on himself to save the day (or just generally be a badass) like John McLain shooting himself in the shoulder to kill the bad guy at the end of Live Free or Die Hard, or the numerous times you see similar stuff. We started talking about whether we would have the guys to do something like that so we tried it, lol. I decided to try it on my forearm and ended up doing like half a dozen really shallow slow drags with a borrowed knife. It hurt like hell and everyone else and I hypothesized that maybe a quick slash would be better. So I did that and probably should have gone to get stitches, lol. It was totally dumb and now I have a huge scar on my left forearm but now I know that shizz ain't as cool as you think it is AND a quick slash is better than a slow drag. Useless information imo. >.<
9. Lost someone special
Yeah, why does it have to be such a long list?
10. Been depressed
Hate to admit it but yes and more frequently than I like. Biggest thing is that if you see that I seem to have fallen off the radar I'm probably in a depressive low but don't worry cuz I'll bounce back eventually. C:
11. Been drunk and threw up
Seems like you throw up when you don't want to but when you feel like you need to you cant. O.o And to answer the question, yes.
THIS YEAR HAVE YOU:
12. had sex
-grumps- No. <n<
13. How many people have you had sex with this year?
Zero, zilch, nada, the Fat "O"
15. Made a new friend
Shite tons. We'll see who plays out and who does not because tbh, I'm not gonna have time for everyone and Im sure there are some who will be awesome acquaintances but never truly close friends.
17. Laughed until you cried
Nope. Came close a few times but I've never really been one to laugh that hard.
18. Met someone who changed you
Yeah, some for good some for bad.
19. Found out who your true friends were
Oh yes, and it's usually the ones you tun around and realize have been there the whole time and who you've underappreciated.
20. Found out someone was talking about you
Yeah and the shit posses me off because I don't go around talking shit about you. D=<
26. What did you do for your last Birthday
Nothing actually. I wasn't working but I didn't do anything special. Did the usual weekend things.
27. What time did you wake up today?
545pm. Before you judge, I work the graveyard shift for a road construction company. That's like waking up at 545am for me.
29. Name something you CANNOT wait for.
The rainy season to end so I can stop having my shifts cut due to bad westher. :C
30. Last time you saw your all of your siblings at the same time
I have one older brother station in Seattle. I last same him the end of March 2013 when he and his family came out for a visit when I had my son.
31. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life
My living situation. Love my parents to death but after having lived in my own house as the head of the household, it's a huge pride wrecker to be living in the room I graduated high school in. Oh well, at least their respectful and supportive but I'm itching to be back out on my own. Soon though, very soon.
32. What are you listening to right now
The piece of equipment I'm driving tonight idling. (Don't worry, I'm not operating it right this second. I've been filling this out but by bit as I get a moment here and there)
33. When is the last time you had sex?
September 4, 2013, the day before my ex and I split.
34. Who's getting on your nerves right now
This guy on my crew who swears he's quitting. Evidently his idea of quitting is to not buy any cigarettes and then start asking everyone else for one all night long. :/
35. Most visited webpage
FA and IB
36. Favorite colour
Green! But like a DARK green. :3
37. Nicknames
Alex, Xander, Xandman, X, Papa, Daddy, Two Stroke, and Sgt Blackhole.
38. Relationship Status
Single (got the official final divorce decree YESTERDAY!!!)
39. Zodiac sign
Capricorn
40. Male or female
Male
41. Sexuality
Bi sexual vers
42. Religion
N/A
43. High school/college
Stafford Senior High School and the some college through Central Texas College while I was in the Army. Haven't finished a degree yew t cuz life has a way of flipping itself upside down and you have to adapt to make it through. Hoping to go back and finish but right now it's not an option.
44. Eye color
Blue
46. Height
6'1
47. Do you have a crushould on someone?
No
48. What do you like about yourself
I'm pretty laid back and I really do care about my friends. I'm a hard worker and never run from a fight.
49. Piercings
None
50. Tattoos
Picture drawn by my ex on my left upper rib cage just below my armpit under my arm.
51. Righty or lefty
Right
FIRSTS:
53. First piercing
None
54. First best friend
Greg. We were like 4 and stopped hanging out when we went to separate middle schools.
55. First hookup
Never had one. First time with anyone was my wedding night.
56. First pet
Max, the tuxedo cat. =^u^=
RIGHT NOW:
59. Eating
A lot of dust
60. Drinking
Gatorade Cool Blue
61. I'm about to
Be done with work hopefully.
62. Listening to
Same thing as before silly.
63. Waiting for
The next dump truck to get here so we can finish up. :/
YOUR FUTURE:
64. Want kids?
Tes, I already have one but I want more. Cx I think it was my calling to be a dad.
65. Get married?
I won't say yes or no, I'm just gonna see what happens after this last one.
66. Career
Wish I had stayed in the Army. :/ Hopefully something in computers cuz I don't want to do this job for the rest of my career.
WHICH IS BETTER:
67. Lips or eyes
Eyes?
68. Hugs or kisses
Kisses are more intimate so them.
69. Shorter or taller
She's gotta be shorter
70. Older or Younger
Younger. xD
71. Romantic or spontaneous
More romance but not at the exclusion of spontenaitey.
72. Nice stomach or nice arms
Stomach, love those tummies! x)
73. Sensitive or loud
Loud and proud!
74. Hook-up or relationship
Last few relationships have been disastrous but I'm not really a hook up kinda guy. Dx I guess we'll see about it.
HAVE YOU EVER:
76. Kissed a stranger
No.
77. Drank hard liquor
All the time
78. Lost glasses/contacts
Oh yeah, not in a while though.
79. Had sex
Not recently but yes
80. Broken someone's heart
I'm sure I have but it happens you know?
82. Been arrested
Yes, being very dumb.
83. Turned someone down
Yes
84. Cried when someone died
Yes
85. Fallen for a friend
Yes
DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
86. Yourself
Usually but not always (depression sucks my self esteem)
87. Miracles
I've never seen one. :/
88. Love at first sight
I believe that if you think you are falling in love at first sight it's probably not love but lust.
89. Heaven
No
90. Santa Claus
N
91. Kiss on the first date
Sure, gotta play that one by ear though
92. Angels
No
93. How would you label yourself?
Stoic
94. Someone You Pray Everyday For
Praying isn't something I do. I'd rather do something that actually helps people.
95. Did you sing today
I sing along with the radio a LOT even though everything on it is usually out of my range.
96. Who From All Your Ex's have You Cared The Most About
Let's see, I was married to this woman for 8 years who I had a child I'll with. You tell me if you think I cared for her?
97. If you could go back in time, how far would you go?
All the way back to when I was 3yo. I'd stop some things from happening so I could be the person I was meant to be instead of being forever changed from those events forward.
98. Out Of Everything In The World What Do You Wish For
Tolerance, patience, and understanding.
99. Are you afraid of falling in love?
Right now, yes. I'm not a sap nor a pity-parties but with the divorce and how the rebound relationship ended, I'm not giving my heart away to anyone for a while. Seems like I am a terrible judge of people.
100. Do you like the way you look?
As of today, sorta, I've always seen room for improvement without being vain but recently I feel like I've been letting myself slide some in the weight and exercise departments.
1. Last kiss
Three weeks ago from my son. <3
2. Last phone call
Last Friday morning. My boss wanted to know "Where the f*** are you!" when I was already there beside him. XD
3. Last text message.
"Hahaha, yeah, I WAS trying to be silly... bored as fuck :P"
4. Last song you listened to
Diamond Rings and Old Barstools by Tim McGraw
5. Last time you went to the movies
Just the other week... openinh night for the new Avengers flick. Went to see it with a fellow furry buddy but got sick and had to leave early. :C
HAVE YOU EVER:
6. Dated someone twice
Yup. My ex wife and I dated in high school. After words we broke up for about 6 months then started again, leading to our engagement.
7. Been cheated on
If I was I didn't know about it...
8. Self harmed
Yes but it was less of a teenage angst thing. while I was still in the Army, some buddies and I got drunk and we're watching Predator. You remember that part where the big Apache dude stopped over the ravine to make a stand against the alien? He takes this big ass bouey knife and slices a long cut across his chest. It started us talking about how many movies we've seen where the hero is so bad ass he can inflict pain on himself to save the day (or just generally be a badass) like John McLain shooting himself in the shoulder to kill the bad guy at the end of Live Free or Die Hard, or the numerous times you see similar stuff. We started talking about whether we would have the guys to do something like that so we tried it, lol. I decided to try it on my forearm and ended up doing like half a dozen really shallow slow drags with a borrowed knife. It hurt like hell and everyone else and I hypothesized that maybe a quick slash would be better. So I did that and probably should have gone to get stitches, lol. It was totally dumb and now I have a huge scar on my left forearm but now I know that shizz ain't as cool as you think it is AND a quick slash is better than a slow drag. Useless information imo. >.<
9. Lost someone special
Yeah, why does it have to be such a long list?
10. Been depressed
Hate to admit it but yes and more frequently than I like. Biggest thing is that if you see that I seem to have fallen off the radar I'm probably in a depressive low but don't worry cuz I'll bounce back eventually. C:
11. Been drunk and threw up
Seems like you throw up when you don't want to but when you feel like you need to you cant. O.o And to answer the question, yes.
THIS YEAR HAVE YOU:
12. had sex
-grumps- No. <n<
13. How many people have you had sex with this year?
Zero, zilch, nada, the Fat "O"
15. Made a new friend
Shite tons. We'll see who plays out and who does not because tbh, I'm not gonna have time for everyone and Im sure there are some who will be awesome acquaintances but never truly close friends.
17. Laughed until you cried
Nope. Came close a few times but I've never really been one to laugh that hard.
18. Met someone who changed you
Yeah, some for good some for bad.
19. Found out who your true friends were
Oh yes, and it's usually the ones you tun around and realize have been there the whole time and who you've underappreciated.
20. Found out someone was talking about you
Yeah and the shit posses me off because I don't go around talking shit about you. D=<
26. What did you do for your last Birthday
Nothing actually. I wasn't working but I didn't do anything special. Did the usual weekend things.
27. What time did you wake up today?
545pm. Before you judge, I work the graveyard shift for a road construction company. That's like waking up at 545am for me.
29. Name something you CANNOT wait for.
The rainy season to end so I can stop having my shifts cut due to bad westher. :C
30. Last time you saw your all of your siblings at the same time
I have one older brother station in Seattle. I last same him the end of March 2013 when he and his family came out for a visit when I had my son.
31. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life
My living situation. Love my parents to death but after having lived in my own house as the head of the household, it's a huge pride wrecker to be living in the room I graduated high school in. Oh well, at least their respectful and supportive but I'm itching to be back out on my own. Soon though, very soon.
32. What are you listening to right now
The piece of equipment I'm driving tonight idling. (Don't worry, I'm not operating it right this second. I've been filling this out but by bit as I get a moment here and there)
33. When is the last time you had sex?
September 4, 2013, the day before my ex and I split.
34. Who's getting on your nerves right now
This guy on my crew who swears he's quitting. Evidently his idea of quitting is to not buy any cigarettes and then start asking everyone else for one all night long. :/
35. Most visited webpage
FA and IB
36. Favorite colour
Green! But like a DARK green. :3
37. Nicknames
Alex, Xander, Xandman, X, Papa, Daddy, Two Stroke, and Sgt Blackhole.
38. Relationship Status
Single (got the official final divorce decree YESTERDAY!!!)
39. Zodiac sign
Capricorn
40. Male or female
Male
41. Sexuality
Bi sexual vers
42. Religion
N/A
43. High school/college
Stafford Senior High School and the some college through Central Texas College while I was in the Army. Haven't finished a degree yew t cuz life has a way of flipping itself upside down and you have to adapt to make it through. Hoping to go back and finish but right now it's not an option.
44. Eye color
Blue
46. Height
6'1
47. Do you have a crushould on someone?
No
48. What do you like about yourself
I'm pretty laid back and I really do care about my friends. I'm a hard worker and never run from a fight.
49. Piercings
None
50. Tattoos
Picture drawn by my ex on my left upper rib cage just below my armpit under my arm.
51. Righty or lefty
Right
FIRSTS:
53. First piercing
None
54. First best friend
Greg. We were like 4 and stopped hanging out when we went to separate middle schools.
55. First hookup
Never had one. First time with anyone was my wedding night.
56. First pet
Max, the tuxedo cat. =^u^=
RIGHT NOW:
59. Eating
A lot of dust
60. Drinking
Gatorade Cool Blue
61. I'm about to
Be done with work hopefully.
62. Listening to
Same thing as before silly.
63. Waiting for
The next dump truck to get here so we can finish up. :/
YOUR FUTURE:
64. Want kids?
Tes, I already have one but I want more. Cx I think it was my calling to be a dad.
65. Get married?
I won't say yes or no, I'm just gonna see what happens after this last one.
66. Career
Wish I had stayed in the Army. :/ Hopefully something in computers cuz I don't want to do this job for the rest of my career.
WHICH IS BETTER:
67. Lips or eyes
Eyes?
68. Hugs or kisses
Kisses are more intimate so them.
69. Shorter or taller
She's gotta be shorter
70. Older or Younger
Younger. xD
71. Romantic or spontaneous
More romance but not at the exclusion of spontenaitey.
72. Nice stomach or nice arms
Stomach, love those tummies! x)
73. Sensitive or loud
Loud and proud!
74. Hook-up or relationship
Last few relationships have been disastrous but I'm not really a hook up kinda guy. Dx I guess we'll see about it.
HAVE YOU EVER:
76. Kissed a stranger
No.
77. Drank hard liquor
All the time
78. Lost glasses/contacts
Oh yeah, not in a while though.
79. Had sex
Not recently but yes
80. Broken someone's heart
I'm sure I have but it happens you know?
82. Been arrested
Yes, being very dumb.
83. Turned someone down
Yes
84. Cried when someone died
Yes
85. Fallen for a friend
Yes
DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
86. Yourself
Usually but not always (depression sucks my self esteem)
87. Miracles
I've never seen one. :/
88. Love at first sight
I believe that if you think you are falling in love at first sight it's probably not love but lust.
89. Heaven
No
90. Santa Claus
N
91. Kiss on the first date
Sure, gotta play that one by ear though
92. Angels
No
93. How would you label yourself?
Stoic
94. Someone You Pray Everyday For
Praying isn't something I do. I'd rather do something that actually helps people.
95. Did you sing today
I sing along with the radio a LOT even though everything on it is usually out of my range.
96. Who From All Your Ex's have You Cared The Most About
Let's see, I was married to this woman for 8 years who I had a child I'll with. You tell me if you think I cared for her?
97. If you could go back in time, how far would you go?
All the way back to when I was 3yo. I'd stop some things from happening so I could be the person I was meant to be instead of being forever changed from those events forward.
98. Out Of Everything In The World What Do You Wish For
Tolerance, patience, and understanding.
99. Are you afraid of falling in love?
Right now, yes. I'm not a sap nor a pity-parties but with the divorce and how the rebound relationship ended, I'm not giving my heart away to anyone for a while. Seems like I am a terrible judge of people.
100. Do you like the way you look?
As of today, sorta, I've always seen room for improvement without being vain but recently I feel like I've been letting myself slide some in the weight and exercise departments.
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Moge
~moge
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