_{laughs awkwardly}
I thought about not posting but I just wanted to say gender had nothing to do with it for me and I see and consider you a male...a...ahaha. I apologize if I stressed you out or anything and ill keep my mouth shut from now on. Youre a good friend to me.
also good luck on your finalsssss. You'll kill 'em.
//crawls back into hiding

No, no it has nothing to do with you. That's different, I can assure you because it's actually rather mutual I'm just messed up on relationships anyway.

But this is like people whom I just want as friends that this seems to always happen with.

gurgles and hugs you forever
im sorry people have been harassing you
BUT YOU'RE
really loveable Jassy so
yeah ahaha u v u
LET ME KNOW if you need me to beat anyone up or wreck them emotionally so they get the hint * ^ *
/chuu

Sorry this took so long to get back to, busy with coming home and starting work up again.
*gurgles with you and hugs before passing out*
Well thank you. I wish that I could be loveable and have people like me without a good deal taking my kindness as more.
With that being said, it sucks when it happens to be me being interested and....that's normally the people that don't return it. xD
It's a never ending thing.
or
or
or
relationship titles and everything rear their ugly head and it scares me all over again. o_o

Just knock everyone out of the way xD

Well, at least I can suggest that it very unlikely that the various... Attractions are coming from anything like flashing anything around, both because you don't do it and that kinda thing... Isn't where any sort of real affection would stem from anyway. Just means that a lotta people out there come into contact with you and are drawn to you, as they know you as a person. If it's any sort of genuine affection from a decent person, anyway. If it /was/ based in the physical like that then it's a shallow, shallow feeling and doesn't /really/ count anyway. And whether or not the people in question know your gender identity situation, if they were a good, grounded person and talked to you, took the time to get to know you... Then they just liked you as the person you are and how you present yourself. That's all!
However, if they've tried to talk you out of a transition... Truthfully they're probably not very good friends for you to keep around. If they're not going to be supportive of you, and help build you up, but instead reflect their own beliefs onto you, then they're going to likely be a negative force down the road, something to be cautious of. Dear God especially if it's because of something so shallow as they "prefer you as a woman". That's pretty selfish of them. :\ Someone who really cared for /you/ would care about your happiness and self identity.
Good luck on your finals~! I bet you'll do fine!

^ I concur. I can see why their opposition to having you change to your correct gender would lead you to think that they are only after your body, but I don't think that that is entirely the only reason. Sometimes when someone gets to know another person and becomes comfortable with them, a sudden change can be hard to accept. You should let them know that you'll still be "you", just in a body and an identity that is more true to how you see yourself. If they are truly good friends, they would want nothing but what is best for you.

There were a few that mentioned that they would rather me stay a female for a handful of reasons. Or times where I said that I am bisexual and said person would get upset when I didn't talk "enough" about one gender over the other when it came to media crushes or what have you. There have been a lot of situations.
Most of them I no longer talk to.
The main ones that triggered it is just more so bothersome because I have already told them no. And even with that, it gets awkward.

A few of the ones that I listed have/did try and talk me out of it before hand. Most of the people in that number are ones who I do not talk to anymore. But it's just strange. Like it's worse when it gets to things where it ends up with me saying no explaining whatever and them still getting hung up on it. It's just....odd.

But thank you on finals! I'm pretty sure I aced at least one.

im here if u need me :c
*hug'

Thank you.
I'm alright.
It's more so I shouldn't have to be "used to" something like this.
But it happens a lot.

aww :( i feel yah :(

Well thank you.
And I know that you dn't get on here much, and I'm awful with texting sometimes. But I would still kind of consider us close. : 3

That would be awesome. : 3 I've just been awful with texting, because, that happens. Lmao And with work (I've been working about 45 hours doing nothing but sitting in front of a computer) I barely want to get on my laptop at home.
ANd fucking gods, i need to work out something awful. I'm really trying to find time for that because christ i'm disgusting

That's some heavy stuff. I deal with that, too. IT DRIVES ME INSANE.

It is heavy, and I still don't know why it happens. I was talking to another friend and they said I have a wonderful personality and I'm driven and a handful of other things. But, christ. Love? And half the people that 'fall in love' with me, considered themselves lesbians. Now honey, you're not really in love with me then, are you? You're in love with the idea of me.
but yes yes yes insane. INSANE