Possibly why almost everyone hates me
10 years ago
General
I may always stay on the safe side, but when it cones down to it
It think I'm more of a burden to people. I try to be that protective little guy that tries to cheer people up and make them laugh, especially certain people in my life right now, but I'm always over reacting and getting worried too much. For certain individuals (whos names I will not say) I get too clingy, I make them angry, occasionally I give them massive headaches, and I cause stress. I get REALLY jealous sometimes because I feel I don't get as much attention as these individuals give other people, and that sets me on a somewhat panicky worry. This worry a lot of times causes fights with these people, where I say crap I shouldn't and I eventually feel a massive regret, then I go over the hedge with the apology, which causes them to grow distant. Most of these individuals actually avoid talking to me, because they're afraid or rather they are just done with me. Because they're sick of my shit I give them. To be honest I can't argue with them, I'm a horrible person :/ . Lot of times I try to keep a conversation going, but end up causing an awkward silence, which puts me into another worry and I have to message them again to get their attention, which I honestly feel awful afterwards because I'm bothering them so much, and on my part is Critically selfish of me to do. One individual in particular has put pup with more shit I've given them than to anyone else, which im grateful for but I can't help but think they're holding it against me and/or they're probably thinking of a way to let me down gently and move on so that they don't have to deal with my stupidity which I don't blame them for. I give them so much stress and make them so angry, cause them so much pain... I'm a horrible person. If any of these people are here, type Whatever you like to say about me. I won't hold it against you or start a fight or becomes angry afterwards. These are your honest facts, notice how I said FACTS, about me. For everyone else, I dunno you can type somethin up about me to if you want.
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Btw sorry for late response