somehow my family seems to always repair me when i break into depression, even if they don't know how i feel they always make me feel better.

and to what i want to say is that i will keep drawing

my sis told me that practicing new styles helps a lot, and she is a hella good artist *w*

i remember when my brother told me that i was improving a lot, and by today that still makes me feel good, and also he is another hella demon good artist =w=

i did told my mom that i don't like the way of my draws looked and she told me that the practice will always make you feel better and that everyone has different capabilities, this means that not everyone can be good from a day to another and that others needs more time to become great artists, and that by drawing or practicing i will improve my ability and technique with my right hand ( ejem i'm a southpaw that uses right hand for personal reasons ) making it more easy for me to draw
also my mom is a good hella artist too *w*

soooo yeah i am no longer in a grey mod now i'm in a color mod