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To everyone .:a thank you:.
10 years ago
Ok.. im usually not the wordy type but I think this has needed to be said.
I am very sorry that my spelling and punctuation isn't the best. Neither is my sentence forming, so please bare with me. You wont have to suffer through... toooo much reading.
Thank you all so much for supporting me. And thank you so much more for helpin me out last year when we discovered kia had cancer. I tried hard to not beg for money after the first journal to help get her to the vet to even find out she had cancer. I do not normally like to tell people how I feel because I feel like a burden when I do. I do not want to sound like a whiner or complaining about how "my life is so bad" when it isn't. I have some of the most amazing people in my life.
From those who h elped me out by commissioning me to those who have just been there so I can vent and even everyone in Skype calls who liked seein kia and seein how she was doing. like.. that ment a lot to me and just.. again thank you all. your going to be reading that a lot. cause... I have no idea what else to say.
Ive had kia as long as ive been in the furry fandom. She helped me through a lot of crap in my life, through highschool, counseling and even the lose of both of my grandmothers. And thanks to everyone who helped me throughout the year and a half that she had cancer she was able to stay with me just that little bit longer. So thank you all, sincerely. You helped me make her last year amazing and full of love from everyone. Even when im writing this now im crying cause losin her still hurts and having the love from you guys makes me feel better.
Its hard to get by without kia right now. She was pretty much my baby girl after I had raised her since she was born. Because ive grown accustom to her always bein beside me and like.. cuddling up with me when I sleep. I haven't beenable to feel right since she had passed away. within the week I probably have had maybe 3 hours every night cause its just harder for me to handle not having my companion with me. It will probably be a hard time for me for.. a very very long time, cause nine years then nothing just feels... pretty strange ya know?
Now as it just goes I might be takin a break from commissions once I finnish my list. Just so I have alittle stress free time to myself to try to calm down from kias death. I cannot focus well without having her beside me and lately all ive been doing when ive tried to get commissions done is draw kia... a lot. I have three pictures right now that I have to finnish of her and most likely their are going to be a lot more. Drawin is how ive gotten stress out. and its all I have to help me keep my memories of kia alive. So im very sorry if it seems like im taking to long or something.. this is just very rough to handle.
I guess I should wrap this up since I rambled on. Just... I cant ever say this enough. thank you all so very much for helping me and kia out.. she lasted over a year because you guys helped me. and that's time she wouldn't have had without you. You are all amazing.
I am very sorry that my spelling and punctuation isn't the best. Neither is my sentence forming, so please bare with me. You wont have to suffer through... toooo much reading.
Thank you all so much for supporting me. And thank you so much more for helpin me out last year when we discovered kia had cancer. I tried hard to not beg for money after the first journal to help get her to the vet to even find out she had cancer. I do not normally like to tell people how I feel because I feel like a burden when I do. I do not want to sound like a whiner or complaining about how "my life is so bad" when it isn't. I have some of the most amazing people in my life.
From those who h elped me out by commissioning me to those who have just been there so I can vent and even everyone in Skype calls who liked seein kia and seein how she was doing. like.. that ment a lot to me and just.. again thank you all. your going to be reading that a lot. cause... I have no idea what else to say.
Ive had kia as long as ive been in the furry fandom. She helped me through a lot of crap in my life, through highschool, counseling and even the lose of both of my grandmothers. And thanks to everyone who helped me throughout the year and a half that she had cancer she was able to stay with me just that little bit longer. So thank you all, sincerely. You helped me make her last year amazing and full of love from everyone. Even when im writing this now im crying cause losin her still hurts and having the love from you guys makes me feel better.
Its hard to get by without kia right now. She was pretty much my baby girl after I had raised her since she was born. Because ive grown accustom to her always bein beside me and like.. cuddling up with me when I sleep. I haven't beenable to feel right since she had passed away. within the week I probably have had maybe 3 hours every night cause its just harder for me to handle not having my companion with me. It will probably be a hard time for me for.. a very very long time, cause nine years then nothing just feels... pretty strange ya know?
Now as it just goes I might be takin a break from commissions once I finnish my list. Just so I have alittle stress free time to myself to try to calm down from kias death. I cannot focus well without having her beside me and lately all ive been doing when ive tried to get commissions done is draw kia... a lot. I have three pictures right now that I have to finnish of her and most likely their are going to be a lot more. Drawin is how ive gotten stress out. and its all I have to help me keep my memories of kia alive. So im very sorry if it seems like im taking to long or something.. this is just very rough to handle.
I guess I should wrap this up since I rambled on. Just... I cant ever say this enough. thank you all so very much for helping me and kia out.. she lasted over a year because you guys helped me. and that's time she wouldn't have had without you. You are all amazing.
Thank you guys again
~Kia
She's always with you, she knows your sad that she may not be there physically, but she is always there in spirit. Don't be sad she's gone,
because she never left. She's waiting for you, and she's here with you the whole way! It's okay to talk to her, to wonder how she's doing,
and know that the pictures you create, and the things your mind can accomplish, you might not think she could comprehend. But let me tell you
something. She has seen what you can do, she remembers the love you gave, and she knows the love you felt. She is still loving you right now!
Everything is going to be alright, I've lost my dog...my family too. And while I know that she is no longer here with us, I know she is still in our
hearts, and I know she's still in that house, because my mom looks at her pictures, we see the times we had, and we look forward to having
a good time that we know she would enjoy with us. As far as I'm concerned, she is right there with us, running, crashing into the ground when
she sprints, tripping over her little corgi paws, and laying next to us as we sleep watching over us. I bet Kia is just like that!
Take care now *pats you on the shoulder*