judt been rilly depressd latly nuthing is going hte way i whant it to lately..life just seams to be hard as fuck iv been thogh a lot of hell and i feel as if i diserve some form of relaxation or even happyness out of it but meh never seams to go that way for me so im depressd im missing my brother badly its geting closer to my brithday and i allready wish it would just pass there not fun anymore just a reminder im a lone and even thogh so many faimlymebers and frinds say thay care thay atchuly dont only a few rilly do all the ppl i wanan bearound seam to be ignoreing me and pushing mew away so im in a down mood

forgive me for being slow on art